Monday, May 02, 2005
Make a lot of decision over the last 2 days..
First.... I am not gg to taiwan anymore for this may...
sad one... i had always wanted to go..
torn between myself...
sometimes we cannot do wad we like due to circumstances and responsiblity...
too much things that can be used to tie me here... especially emotion blackmail...
I hate it...... but then i allow my self to sucumb to it....
Then it means that i have to start looking for a job when the exam ends...
Do i want to be a financial planner or go do office work again for my three months..
Crossroad once again...
I know that i should not bother with myself with this kind of things when it is the eve of my exam....
Should i go work for a 9-5 office work or go do something different.....
I shall seee, when my exam ends....
WHAT should i do?
nevermind...... shall go studying later....
unlocked @ Monday, May 02, 2005