Hoppin at work

Record purposes

2009-02-02T03:14:00.003-12:00

Went for xray today.

Lungs ok.. checked.. nothing is wrong with it.. sinus checked.. got a bit blocked..

not too much affected by the acute bronchitics as diagnosed after a dose of antibiotics which doesnt have too much effect on my cough..

Started coughing before new year.. . . progressively developed into what is known as sinus now..

guess its better than bronchitis... haha..

phew.. wad a relief...

cos of that i missed two events which i agreed on to attend way before the new year starts...

the dinner at jumbo
and a birthday party for a year old kid...

I guess its better i dun turn up for both events lest i passed my virus or germs or bacteria to people with poor immunity systemm.. like me..

What i know.. if antibiotics does not clear the cough.. its means that its virus.... .

then if this last dose of anitibiotics does not work.. i have to be referred to the specialist..
to clear away the fluid on my left side of the nose.. . and be fully recovered..

Totally no mood to work at all... ..

But again.. things are still looking good for me.. haha..

Gets lots of unexpected surprises... . .

I am really thinking.. did the one year of night shift realli bring me down physically.. hmm..

even now when i change to the normal timing.. once i am down.. its all the way sick until got sinus.. dont used to have the prob.. it only stops at sore throat usually..

I better get myself up and be healthy.. thinking of joining sports... .. . be in sun sweat.. eat healthy... and set some new resolution to get myself back into shape..

I have got a chio handphone!!

2008-10-22T20:28:00.004-12:00

I am totally enjoying my long awaited break from work...

this is only the third day and i have done something that has given me a sense of satisfaction. something which i do not have for the last one year. haha..

thanks to shuyin who inspired me.. haha.. If not for her casual question of asking if i am interested i would not have done it. . woo..

See my new handphone!! Totally Loving it.. yeah!!

2008-08-05T06:20:00.002-12:00

Progression..

i can see none of it..
Need personal goal setting.. otherwise would lead to crisis again..

life repeat itself by itself.. no matter what i do.. do not seem to get out of the pattern. . .

Its a cycle that is draining me of my youth and sipping off my energy..

Its the same week after week.. how long can i last..

How long will i take before i can find myself.. . .

2008-07-10T04:15:00.001-12:00

Plans can never keep up with changes. .. .. .

I be off to bangkok tmr. and guess wad i only buy tickets one day before the trip'

so last min... hope it be a nice one.

Sometimes we just do things in spur of moment.. . .

Record purposes

2008-07-01T05:25:00.002-12:00

For record purposes.. been at work for more than 12 hours close to 14 hours actually..

Bad health plus long working hours mean a v v tired and malfunctioning me.. haha..

Luckily it was only for a day.. cant imagine doing that for a week.. i think i would die..

With only ard half an hour break for dinner in between.. Break record liao.. haah..

SO tired..
I am so glad they are back and i can leave earlier..

Was thinking of whether to get the raoul shirt..

Discount lei.. Half of the original price.. hmm.. cant decide.. cant decide..

Too much illness...

2008-06-29T14:42:00.002-12:00

I realised there are too much lamenting on my poor body performance on the blog entries recently..

Seem like i am always sick.. Haiz...

Money and health.. there could never be a balance..

Maybe i would have to make the decision soon..

We can never get the best of both world..

2008-06-17T06:43:00.001-12:00

I think i am on my way to recovery.. its a long journey..

Hope i can fully recovered by this friday..

Looking forward to fun overseas.. even though its only for a short period of time..

2D1N trip..

PORT DICKSON here i come... haha...

the persistant bug

2008-06-09T02:37:00.003-12:00

I am starting on another course of antibiotics today..
the first course did nto kill my bug completely..

i hope i would recover soon and i am gg to recover soon...

no more mcs no more mcs...

at least throat not hurting anymore which is a good sign..
hope on the nose part can clear..

I want my health back.. i want to be healthy and eating happily...

Anyway

thanks for the gifts and the celebration.. it is not a bad birthday after all becos of u people. haha...

Wait for my recovery.. hehe

I broke my record

2008-06-03T18:57:00.003-12:00

For record purposes..

Starting from vesak day.. i got infection of my throat.. from tuesday to thursday.. 3 days mc in a row. Voice went husk and cough like crazy.
Went back to work on friday.. can only last half a day.. went back home..

The following monday.. i got mc again.. cough never recover..
then i work from tuesday to friday still coughing....

Weekend with no reason, cough turns into infection again..

this time it is a slight one.. went to see doc on monday got myself some anitibiotics..

To my horror, developed side effects from the antibiotics and have to stop medication.
Went back to the doc at night, no more anti biotics given but was in return given lots of other medicine.

Tuesday cough got worse.. throat gets even more painful than the first time.
Went back to the doc. now it was the infection of the lymphs. was told that it has a possibility to develop into sinus.. and if the antibiotics nv work have to go back again.. was given another day mc on wednesday..

so again got mc.. haiz... What is the record? 7 days of mc in three weeks. until now i had like 10 days of mc already.. now it is only on the beginning of month of june..

It is shitty.. the only comfort i had gotten from this whole series of illness is that i have lost weight.. i think its around 7 kg in total...

No need to spend a single cent on any weight loss program nor any effort needed to lose weight.. JUST BE SICK for goodness sake and u will lose weight..

I hope i will recover soon before my birthday... its coming soonx..

No mood for it totally..

what i wished for .. i want my health back... if you are asking me for now...

2008-04-19T19:31:00.000-12:00

There is always sunshine after rain..

Its true.. i guess i am seeing abit of sunshine now..

:):)

2008-04-13T14:45:00.002-12:00

I just hope time would pass faster... the faster it can go the better..

Am down with flu i suppose.. which nv went to a full blown one..

Maybe thats y i feel v upset about my health..

Physically sick would lead to feeling mentally tired...

I hope its that way....

I hope the storm would blow over soon...

No matter what i do and what activities i go for..

There is this void that nothing seems to be really filling...

I really wonder what happen...

Where is my zest and stuff...
Feeling weird now.. Weird..

2008-04-01T16:49:00.002-12:00

Something is not right...

I dont feel right...

I dun feel happy...

I am confused about myself...

I hope its just PMS..

But no.. it is not..

Why am i feeling this way...

Is there some things in life i am lacking of...
I wonder.. or am i again... not satisfied...

LIfe

2008-03-02T16:31:00.002-12:00

Its been a while since i blogged..

Its not that there is nothing i wanted to say..
Its just that i could not find an appropriate way to express myself.

Its not that there is no issue i can blog about..
its just that i am afraid that i would be ranting my life off and later on i would find that its just that i am being greedy and insatiable.

Its not that i do not have any outing to share..
Its just that i am too lazy to upload photos...

Lots of things have happened within the span of three months...

I see births see death on people around me..
these are joys and anguish of lives..

I do not know how to comfort you about ur losses..
But i think everyone would have to experience it at some point of their life.
Its just that you happen to face it earlier.
Just hope that time would heal the wound and ur heart would wrench lesser.

I do not know how to congratulate you on your gains.
I know that you are happy and contented with your life right now.
I see your joy i can feel it.

I do not know if i am happy or sad about my life..
I think maybe i am just not satisfied with what i have.

I just feel that i am not have directions right now and leading life as it is now..
Well maybe one day.. I will find my way..

For everything.. its just take times doesnt it?

Reflecting on 2007.. Looking ahead at 2008?

2007-12-27T17:23:00.000-12:00

New Year Resolution?

HOw u spend ur 2007? What regrets do we have? what we hope to achieve more?

Is that what we are always looking at..

Its somehow like the lesson of history.. Trying to avoid mistake of the past. So that history does not repeats. or Bad history does not repeat.

Maybe this is called reflection.. To ensure things that we do not want to happen to ourselves again to stop.
But to what extent could we control that?

Achievements that is built on things that doesnt last..

Wanted a better pay rise, better working prospects, better results or building on material needs like a car or a LCD tv..

Working empowers you. You become independent individual with consumption power.
Spending on weekends, spend on your needs and wants. You just spend and spend.
or its called splurge.

I wonder what i am looking for ahead in 2008.

Meanwhile i would just continue my current lifestyle.
Life is about hope and reality. Reconciliating between what you hope and what you get in reality.

Always need to strike a balance between both.

I got my best christmas ever this year, its my driving license.
This is a gift to myself. At least there is no more need to take on lessons and after that having to struggle to work.

I hope i could find some spare time to learn some thai boxing.
Taking it as a form of exercise. Need to sweat it all out.
Current lifestyle too unhealthy..

I hope i could take thai lesson and master the language. And maybe get some sort of certificates or wadever.

I hope i could find my passion, purpose and drive for the nxt year.

Something that could be sincerely found within the heart and not what is being socialised and made to conform.

Thats all for the new year.

As for 2007, it marks the beginning of my adulthood. Bitter, sweet, victory, loss..

I think its the process of really growing up. N waking up from the LALA Land.

LIfe is a long learning journey that would not stop.

狂想症

2007-12-24T16:56:00.000-12:00

最近脑子里总是想着奇怪的东西

Are we product of love or lust?

this is something i occasionally think about.

If we are product of love, maybe we belong to a more fortunate group.
If we are product of lust, maybe i wont even end up thinking about this.

But of cos, if you are a christain, your answer would definitely be LOVE.

too bad i am not and that is why i am pondering over this occasionally.

生活在天堂里的地狱. . .

一切看起来很完美无缺可是却危机四伏
永远都不会知道何时堕落. .

还是得小心翼翼地走着. .

生活在天堂里的地狱. . .
生活在天堂里的地狱. . . . . .

2007-10-22T16:33:00.000-12:00

酒是给心灵空虚的人

这是真的吗?

我越来越喜欢它.

Record purpose

2007-10-03T16:16:00.000-12:00

Its another first day...

New beginning..

though it started 3 days ago.. but its still new..

Dunno wad i will be doing.. looking forward to be successful..

I will survive!! yeah!!!!

A lots of pics taken during the past months. A lot of things happen..

time seems to fly nowadays..

A lot of things i ponder wonder..
But definitely would see lots of zest and drive in future..

I hope i would find what i like soon.. lots of new things to adapt..
Another phrase of life..

It is always sunshine after rain

2007-08-24T06:34:00.000-12:00

Things seem to look good and i am getting a new cam in the upcoming comex fair..

sure must get one camera. if not no cam for my taiwan trip.. hehe..

Doing research on the area i am going and i can see none of the tourist areas or places of interest. No Shopping area also..

I feel like i am gg into the mountain for some training camp. This would be a camp where the mundane life of working and busy pace of the city would be long thrown away. I wonder what would the five days be like..

Eating only vegetarian food for all meals.. sounds like a detox and slimming trip for me ah..

Should i be excited? i really wonder..

Anyway, it feels great to have friends who would take the graduation photos together on NDP day itself.

We are taking pics of ourselves and letting other ppl take pics of us too..

feels like an exhibit more when we are posing for shots..

I really like those pictures. Like mentioned, once in a life time.. i wonder who would be the first one to get married and we were to take pics of "once in a life time again". haha..

Crossroads

2007-07-30T04:59:00.000-12:00

Hhaha..
Money is certainly a very good topic..

It is blinding.. it is deceiving..
It helps to cover lots of things up..

Maybe i should trust my gut feeling this time round and not be blinded by any financial gains.

Maybe i should have spare more thoughts about phrasing word..

Maybe.. Maybe...

Have i been so unclear that my words got twisted..

Or just that the basis for understanding is not being levelled..

Is it a trap they are setting up that i am falling into..

How come i had a feeling that i am being coerced into things. My concerns are not unfounded..

Your advice does not fall on deaf ears..

I should have given it a clearer thought..
Luckily things have not gone too bad....

Take it as a lesson learned.. I have closed one door straight on my face.

Once a step is taken.. a decision made. Things are irreversible.

Let just take a step at a time and not try to rush into things.

I do not want to become a puppet of play. Not at all...

Y do things sound like i am at fault.. I dont like this feeling at all..
Maybe its the problem of miscommunication n a mismatch of expectations.

Scope - comfort zone - benefits....

maybe this would be a better measurement.

Things that happen in the past few months

2007-07-29T03:07:00.000-12:00

Happen to be in some mood to update photos... heheh...

Family chalets

The gals in full force... haha..

Cousins....

Men at work..

Then came the couple of gatherings which i went for...

which i have simply no idea on how to upload those pic with rar....

so just these few pictures first... ehhe...

Back

2007-07-03T02:03:00.000-12:00

One of the reasons i dun blog often is that i cannot remember my google email. not to mention the password.. i have to retrieve the email that was sent to confirm the account set up and retrieve the password..

anyway it is just plain stupid.

I been MIA for v long but a lot of things happen, went for gathering and stuff..

The most amazing gathering i had was with my primary school classmates.

Counting that i have not met them for like almost 11 years since i left pri sch, feel v funny to see everyone looking about the same. In one word weird.

Anyway it is certainly weird in a good way and i am certainly expecting more gathering.

Attended concert of one friend and gathering with the rp people.. life is as usual..

Having lots of thought but dunno where to start from..

Anyway it doesnt matter i am ending here..

Lazy to post pic from hk and macau..

Sometimes i hated myself for being such a procastinator..

I dunno wad the ** i am waiting for..

sometimes i dun even know why i am dragging things on..

I hated it. I hate myself..

Have you ever waited for something n in the end u dun even know why u waited..

The reason that keeps u on with the waiting.. sometimes juz vanished..

then in the fit of moment, you realli want to do something to make things different.
But again you waited coz u are afraid that you are being rash and rushed into doing things blindly..

then the Wait continues... and it lurged on.. dragged on... and you waited....

fcuk!

What is wrong? ? ?

HOLIDAY here i come...

2007-05-01T00:31:00.000-12:00

I be going HK in a days time.. wahahhahahah....

Long awaited holiday.. Yeah!!!

However, without a digi cam is not a good thing..
V mafan.. still have to borrow from people.. haiz..
I was still trying to rationalize on why am i still not owing a digicam
though i have always wanted to buy..

1) All my friends have camera, go out they take and upload.. i dl..

2) I dun get to use it on all occasion.. so wads the use of owing one..

3) I dun go abroad every year.. so no need lah..

Pt 3 rebutted by those ppl i know..

the conversation goes somehow like this..

ME: I dun realli see a need to buy one lah... not as if i go abroad every year..

Friend M: (give a "__" face) pls lor.. where got nv go abroad every year..

Friend F: Ya Lor..

Friend M: Last year u go Taiwan.. the year before also.. where got not every year..

I got nothing to say already..

Heard that there is another IT fair coming up on june...
I think i really really need to get a cam this time round....

Really need to get one...

On a side note..

I went for my annual run on last sunday!!!!!

Yeah!!!
Remarkable run of 2.4 k and walking dist: uncountable..
from east coast walk to bedok.. then from bedok take bus to siglap..
then from there walk to katong...

WHAHAHAH.. Wahahha.....

thus my tight and leg are hurting till today..

But it is good exercise plus i have a v v satisfying dinner.. hheeheh...

I will blog

2007-04-10T06:31:00.000-12:00

Like i said i would blog if i pass my theory trial.. and i passed.. only its a day late lah..

V boliao lately.. dunno wad to say......

so i would just show pics that are long overdued?

Pictures taken at Sentosa Mrt.. love this sunset picture..

N i am the one who took it!!! So proud of it...
Picture tells a thousand words....

More photos from the flower festival..

Wee....

Me trying hard to take pic with the nice sunset..

Another attempt...

think it looks better without me...

All of us here...

Did i mentioned i jux rebonded my hair....

New look

hehe

I am too lazy to rotate the pic.. haha.. so bear with it..

think i got to sleep soon... 3 am... omg.. tmr still got to work...

Terrible Mood

2007-03-18T03:54:00.000-12:00

I wonder if it is caused by the hot weather ?

Or the incessant cough i am having.

Or that month end is coming... ( i got to work on a sun this month end)

I still think i sound quite weird..

Bad Mood!!!!

Good thing is i am making progress with my driving..
Hope i can get my license soon..

Advance theory .. - - i haven take...
Practical lesson - - a few more to go before i complete them...

Shall chiong for more lessons and take advance theory soon...

But the point is i am still not in a v good mood..

WHY? ?

I am back again

2007-03-04T03:35:00.000-12:00

I never knew that i have to loggin through gmail and the old ID to loggin does not work anymore....

So here i am again... since i have just created a new gmail account..

I am just plain lazy to do that in the past....

NOw that i am back...

Chinese new year is way over....
Christmas is way way long ago...

However i decide to set some short term target for myself...

think life is boring...

and i put on weight since chinese new year... This is no joke at all...

A total of 7 kg... and today when i went out to shop.. waist line increase by 2 inches..

Goodness sake of 2 inches

Damn... i am fat now....

Need to do something about it before i went back to be as fat as i used to be...

Fei.. if u going jogging... please ask me along...

Time for me to go for my annual run...

Plus i need some opportunity to shake off my fats.......

Need some aim in life also...

Decide that i shall finish my drivin lesson which i stopped since i started on the new job..

time for me to go back and finished all lessons.. since my office is just so near the drivin sch...

then i must master Excel... learn to do more complex stuff like Macro.. now that i learn how to meddle with pivot and vlookup.. time for me to upgrade my skill to cheamer ones...

then i want to complete the whole training on SAP.. this is to improve on my employability in future.. hehe.. learn more stuff.. oracle and SAP.. wahahahh...

Then i must force my boss to let me go for some lessons and courses in coming may.. at least i can get a cert or something... hheehe...

Finally...

found a really old photo that was like taken years ago... is it 2 or 3 years ago... ah...

Comparing it with the recent one which we took.. (not so recent also.. haha)

How time flies...

I think i am thinking of another holiday....

CFA or not"??

2007-02-05T03:09:00.000-12:00

I am thinking of whether i should do a CFA.

CFA or not??

Improve myself or let the company send me for courses..

talking about that.. i sort of miss the trainings that my co should give me..

i should fight fight fight for it.. haha.

Should i do CFA?

Advantage? Disadvantage?

time? Brain?

Shaking off fats

2006-12-10T04:19:00.000-12:00

If you are wondering what the picture depicts..

Besides the plane, n the sense of accomplishment we
I have

It is time for me to lose weight and shake off the fats..

2006-12-10T00:18:00.000-12:00

Oh yesh..

i forgot to mention that i got a real nice pair of earrings from Mel's mother.. haha..

thanks Aunite.. the earring v nice.. hah convey this to ur mum.. haha..

i been spending a lot lately.. way too much.. v horrible..
I must remind my self to save up..

2006-12-09T23:59:00.000-12:00

Its DEC again..

Omg Time passes so fast...

FOr the past 2 weeks... i have been real busy..

Always working late and doing OT with no OT Pay..

But i wun complain that much.. I wun.. just that joining this field would mean that every month end i be real busy... haha..

of cos i dun desire to be a full fledged accountant.. not at all...

I think i be contented with a analyst position.

Anyway for updates...

Yesh... We really meet up already..

And now i am still suffering from butt ache.
My butt hurts like hell....

from parkway cycle all the way to changi and watch the aeroplane taking off..
Its the first time i cycled to the far end..

Sweated and feel like finally i have exercised...
I am really getting fatter.. n putting on weight cos of office job.
I dun really understand.. Y working late and eat late would result in me getting fatter... I dun think my appetite got increased lei...

Talking about appetite, i think i got humogous appetite.. for the thursday buffet.. the jap buffet... haha.. the sushi really taste nice nice.. wahahah...and its hand made by some jap chef..

One word.. NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cant bear the thought of eating at sakae..
Rather save up to eat the sushi buffet.. haha.. Taste like heaven..
Oh my god.. the eel just melt in your mouth... together with the rice..
its so fragrant.. i dun eat unagi at all de.. but then for this its just so delicious..

I wun share the venue of the sushi place here.. not at all..for fear of more ppl flogging there leaving me no space to eat when i go there again.. I am selfish.. haha.. :P

So my friends.. if you are really interested... just let me know.. i bring u all there to eat.. haha..

And i bought myself a new bag.. haha.. a small but handy one from guess..

Its cheap.. real cheap.. Vivo city is not a bad place to shop in.. haha..i shall go there more often and emerged with more victorious items.. haha..

Now i just wanna buy more clothes.. more and more clothes. but then again.. I am gaining weight.. i cant fit into some of the clothes i bought some time ago. or simply look like i got extra fats coming off from all over my body when i put those shirts on..

Oh my... i getting more bimbo.. oh no oh no...

Shall stop here..

Updating updating

2006-11-25T16:36:00.000-12:00

Ok i got my comment box on now..

Previously i took it off cos no one leaves message..
Now i got it on again... so please utilize it my friends.. haha..

And yesh.. princessgx.. i change ur blog address le..
and i updated my wish list le.. haha..

Hope i can get all the things i want soon..

Handphone.. new handphone.. but i haven decide on which model..
shit i am fickle.. haha..keep changing my mind..

Digital cam.. Canon.. i am coming.. hope can get a cheap and nice deal. :)

then i wanna change my facial wash brand.. i wanna change the whole line from the toner to cleanser.. ALL... whaahahah...

A tiffany & co necklace.. but some ppl advise me on getting myself a bf who can get me this kind of stuff instead..

I wanna get a new haircut from a salon at paragon.. I cant remember wads the name..
just that my co. pass can get me some discount there.. so i thought of trying.. haha..

I wanna get lots and lots of things.. oh my...

I bought myself a new skirt yesterday...

A new powder foundation with a lighter tone.. a refill also must cost 50 plus.. damn ex..

Am i getting more of a spendthrift.. i get thrilled for buying things whenever i go out.. Damn..

I got sore throat again

2006-11-18T16:32:00.000-12:00

I really think time flies..

i cannot remember when do i actually start work luckily i wrote it in the last entry..

whether its a right decision or not.. its still too early to say..
the boss who hire me in.. is leaving this thursday..
i wonder what would happen when the new boss arrive..

then again.. office politics surfacing... i think it takes some time to learn about the environment and how to survive in it. I still dunno wad is happening but strangely, the person who left the position which i am filling now actually emailed me and tell me a lot of strange things.

I cant help and stop to wonder wads her motive. Maybe i should not think too much and just take things at the surface value.. Alrite.. i shall take a step at a time and see wad to do..

Anyway i really do feel quite relax this week. haha.. went for clubbing on wed night.. hahaah whahahah...

Its been so long since i went.. really enjoyed the night and getting a bit tipsy.. haha.. In short.. quite high after some drinks..

I guessed its the first time i drink so much... and maybe get a little too high..
haha.. let me count... 2 shots 1 teq pop 1 screwdriver and 1 vodka cranberry and take some sips of gin tonic and vodka redbull...

I find that its easy to know ppl in clubs as the whole atmosphere is so relaxing and ya.. everyone do let themselves go and ppl seems to be letting their guard down.. No need to care about office politics saying the wrong things and offending ppl..

everything were friendly.. friendly smiles.. talks.. smiles.. and shaking your asses and head off.. haha.. BUt then with 3 hours of sleep and having to work till late the nxt day is just horrendous. I wonder how ghastly i looked like. hah..

But i am happy.. really happy and relaxed..

I know i cant do this too often.. my job simply requires too much attention and concentration. No room for mistakes at all. NO room!!!!!!!!

A new Chapter of my working life

2006-10-28T22:44:00.000-12:00

I am starting work tmr.
I hope i have made the right choice.

Y do things always have to happen at wrong time.
JUst as u have made up ur mind.. new choices and opportunities come by..

its either u stand by ur decision or u just simply change ur mind.

Whatever the case.. I am following wad my heart says.
But then my brain cant help ranting to my heart.

I think i must have faith and the courage to move on with the decision i have made.
N no regrets. No No regrets.

Look inside you and be strong!

Unpredictable

2006-10-25T16:27:00.000-12:00

Many things in life are really unpredictable..

The things i have been going through these days really show how true the sentence is...

Interview that i went for... morning interview.. evening.. calling in and confirmed pay and everything..

wow.. this is how fast and efficient things can be done if u are actually being selected for a job..

What i did for the interview..

First.. din really put on my lipstick.. with foundation and blusher, without lipstick i think i totally cannot make it.. look quite bad......

then i din iron my shirt.. a bit crumpled but then not v untidy..

Again, i did ask stupid questions... and i would not revealed wad they were..

In the end i still got it...

What about those interview which i put in lots of effort..

wrote a 1000 word essay for them on analysing situation in the world today..

Say will get back to me for second round.. until now no news..

@#$!!#$@^^$%

waste my time!!!!

then which i dressed up nicely for and put in effort in reading materials before i go ..

Ya when they see u, they talk for v long.. and dun wanna let u go..

after that .. still no news... @!#!$%#$%#!!!!!W%#$%#

Ok .. anyway i am glad i got a new job and i think i am satisfied..

not really sure how is it going to be but then think i would learn a hell lot out of it.. hehe...

DUn think will be putting up a tagboard.. no one leaves message there.. and i dun welcome spam there..

I went for one lesson in auto car driving lesson and is now comtemplating to change to auto from manual.. its so much easier and no need think to think of wad gear to use..

oh manz... should i change??

New layout

2006-10-22T14:33:00.000-12:00

Its been a long time since i blogged..

Basically, a whole lot of things had happened..
which i dunno where should i start writing from..

To put it simply,
I started work, ended the work,went to learn driving and then went for holiday, and now searching for new opportunities to work again.

Wow this is how short things can get to summarise the over all happenings in my life.

Of cos not to mention about the birthdays i went to and meeting up with friends and even ex colleagues.

Its v weird that bonds can be formed within the 3 months and slowly getting even more closer than we are working together.

Anyway, i really look forward to the nxt job that i be having and hope that i would have make a good choice.. hehe..

New layout new life. . . .

前者后者

2006-09-10T02:57:00.000-12:00

I would highly recommand people to go watch the local film

美满人生 by WOffle Wu..

Its a v nice show and i really think it sets our mind on the thinking mode
of wad is the deeper meaning of life. I think somehow or another, the scenes
remind u something that is so happening in ur life right now.

One of the most unforgetable sentences of the movie which i really really like is below.
It is in a setting betw a singapore man and a china woman where they talk..

Nothing undecent but this sentence really struck me..

你们是为了钱而放弃理想，做自己不想做的事，

而我们是为了有钱去实现理想去做我们不想做的事。

前者与后者到底是谁比较可悲。

而自己是属于哪一者？

Anyway i really think this movie is worth the time. There is a lot more in it than just this..

it is just one of the part that i extracted that touches me the most..

完美人生是有何定义？

Sets me on the thinking mode again..

后知、后觉

2006-09-06T04:41:00.000-12:00

今天我发现我的华文真的生锈了

真是差劲。魅力跟媚丽。。。

一个人搭巴士，望着窗外的景物，若有所思。
我还是比较喜欢搭巴士的。
在地铁里，没有什么景物可言。
看到的都是些黑鸦鸦的头发，惺忪的眼睛，疲惫的身躯。

为何今日才察觉？以前那搭巴士的时候却没发现。
我是个后知、后觉的人吧。。

还有哪些事物是我从没察觉的。
是我不曾用心去体会，还是我愚昧。。
总在失去后才了解，为何我总是学不会。

后知后觉。

我总是不能确定的，明白的说出我的感受。。
我能知道我不喜欢的，可是无法确认我喜欢的。
好奇怪。
到底需要多少时间。。

Pictures which one better? Better not to judge

2006-09-06T03:55:00.000-12:00

Is this picture nicer or the one below..

Cant be the picture i take everytime so bad ah... cant be..

I think its just a matter of views.. cos its art..

THe angle which u look at things through the lenses.. lolx..

Next Step In life

2006-09-01T19:03:00.000-12:00

Finding a job does not end here... Yesh i have a cushy and comfy job..

on top of that No OT needed.. i can knock off on time..
The people there are nice.. we go out once in a while and not much of
office poliics to speak of..

Not much politcs is already quite good as compared to v messy and tricky
politics in some offices.

But then wad about its future prospect.. am i satisfied with the pay..
wad sort of job opportunities are there for me?? other higher paying jobs

wad sort of skills do i need to equip myself with so as to find a better
and higher paying jobs..

Anyway.. getting paid every month is a good deal.

I have gotten myself a new wallet.. wahha..
more things to come with..

I want to get a new hp..Samsung E900!!!!!

I will wait and wait and wait till the price drop within my budget.. hah..

Think should find something that i like and can turn it into a money making biz.
haha

A friend of mine just set up a website selling her own products.. think her shoe
design not too bad... here it is

Entreprenuer must support.. haha...

How i wished i know wad i can and wad i wanna do..

Anyway all the best to your biz.

2006-08-24T03:10:00.000-12:00

I do not really know how to name this entry.. just some stuff here and there

Firstly, cos i attended a company event, i gained another set of new voucher

wahahah... I just think its going to make me spend more money in future...

More and more vouchers.. to spend more money..

BUt the cost of spending my previous friday evening there in return for
30 bucks worth of gifts and prizes... Think its not a bad deal after all...

Anyway i really think i need to get a new wallet...

I really need to do some shopping and contribute a little to our growing economy.

I just cant really think of any intellectual issue to talk about..
My brain and creativity is dying.. someone pls help me....

I am bored again.. cant start on a research topic on my own and i dun wanna think about my future and path to my future career..

A week more to go till i get my nxt pay... haha..

ONe thing good about working.. u get paid every month on time.. wahaha...
I still indulge in the joy of getting my monthly pay and the arrival of fridays..

Really like this phrase.. " thank god it's friday "

It shows that how much i treasure the arrival of every weekend..

Need to do some house keeping like tidying my room and to take time off weekend to go learn the car..
I hope i can get the license soon and get my butt up and start going for the lesson..

been experiencing serious nose block these few days.. i just cant breathe in aircon..

it becomes v difficult when i have to talk at the same time..

I also need chinese software so i can view text in chinese.........

Mundane life

2006-08-18T05:50:00.000-12:00

Right now trying to inject more meaning into my life..

Like for once.. i do find meaning in my job...

Bit by bit i realised the important part to my work..
It does carry some significance to other people as in my work do affect them
somehow or another..

Think this would help me in finding more meaning in my life..

Make life meaningful for yourself even if u find things mundane..

maybe a new perspective might be found and you be happier..

But i wonder how long will this last...

No passion No purpose No drive..

This really starts to make sense now... It applies to work more than studies ba..
As in the things u do... need to have passion to like it and excel in it..

If u dun have any passion, at least find some purpose in it so u will have the drive
to go through it...

Its important to have things last through drive.. does not matter if u have no passion in it..

Do i sound sad typing this kind of things.. hahah... sian life i am having but its alright.. i am making the best out of it..
haha

WOrk mah.. cant complain too much, every end of month get pay can le wahhaha...

List

2006-08-13T04:51:00.000-12:00

List of things that i think i need to buy

1) A wallet
2) Printer
3) spent the Voucher
4) new bag
5) new clothes.. erm more clothes maybe
6) watch
7) new handphone
8) foundation
9) ....

so many new things i have to buy........

No idea where to start from..

tmr is monday again.. starting my counting down from now...

Friday friday pls come again.. the most look forward day is friday n weekends..

N there is no more holiday from now till september...

Jam Jam Jam ERP wads the USE??

2006-08-12T18:18:00.000-12:00

I started to think that ERP is just a useless system that is out to earn the money of all people who owned cars.

Last night i was at orchard and guess how long i took to to get to esplanade?

From orchard to esplanade.. 1 and half hr...

Wad the ***

I think if i take public transport like mrt from orchard to cityhall, it would be much faster..
Wads the use of the car when it doesnt facilitate your mobility around the little red dot..

Sooner or later the little red dot would be filled with all entry with orange operation light that would light up at the appropriate hours to charge ppl whenever they make an entry.

Maybe later it would eventually developed into it lighting up at all hours. Once u go out on the road they will start charging the meter.. how much u travel, they charge u.. like the taxi meter... imagine that.. OMG...

I do not based this on my own imagination or wadever so.. Isnt it now the entry raised by 50 cents.. from the one dollar? Since i dun drive, i dun really know how much they charge.. but being a futher potential owner of a car.. I cant help to start to wonder.

My brain is rotting from the monotonous work that i am doing everyday...

I never really knew wad mundane is like or the theory of alienation that i used to study about..

NOw having experience it.. i cant help but marvel at the great intelligence Weber had.

I decided to enriched myself with activities and stuff that i can do...

First i have to finished my driving lesson.. I have not started it yet...

then i proceed to taking thai language lesson..

Then have to take kick boxing lesson to exercise since i grow v fat with all the sitting around in office and not exercising.

OMG...

I also have a list of things that i need and buy... I will come up with a list later on.. haha...

I Am BACK!!!!!!!

2006-07-09T04:51:00.000-12:00

There is simply too much things i wanna say that i dunno where to start from..

Never mind.. just to let my blog have an archive in july..

its been such a long time since i blog that my tagboard also disappear..

I am going to watch the finals later on..

Italy vs France..

I hope Italy would win...

the world cup fever.. come and go...

Dun u feel that time goes faster as we grow older..

Maybe i should slow down

2006-05-23T22:01:00.000-12:00

Right now, i have been actively seeking for job employment opportunities and going for interview every other day..

I should say no matter wad kind of job interview it was, every interview enhances the experience and make me less afraid of speaking to strangers.

Then I bought my first set of makeup last sat... and did some eyebrow trimming.. gosh it was pure painful.. perhaps its the first time and perhaps i really have too much brows.. spend a bomb but then many thanks to friends who help and guided me along during this shopping trip and the others who help one way or another.. To me, this process is pure torture. I really dun like all those things on my face.

I have dragged this things like for over a year.. been telling myself that i have to face it sooner or later... but then the last straw came when i was told to put on makeup for interview... Its a last min mad rush.. though i could hardly learn anything out of it.. at least something is starting somewhere...

Hope i could find a decent job soon...

Inertia for long period of time

2006-05-17T17:12:00.000-12:00

I realise that i have not been updating my blog for the past weeks..
wow..

I have just came back from a taiwan trip and now waiting to be callled for various job interview..

I think typhoon likes me a lot.. last july i went, i met one.. this may i went, i almost meet with another one...

Luckily i am back to singapore now...

Back to reality, i finally know why people like to go for holidays, it is a period of time where u can escape from all the things here..

But then, no matter what, i am back to the original place where i am..

What do we actually look for when we go travelling, for something new? for something interesting, doing things that we would not normally do in singapore? or simply a shopping trip which u spend like crazy..

While we are busy searching for things on the outside, wad we may be looking for is actually within ourselves.

Anyway, some things got misplace, i got 2 hairbands for a friend and when i came back and unpack, i can only find one.. wth!!!! THat thing costs!!!! blame it on my untidiness or wadever... but i really cant find that damn hairband!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so frustrated...

NO photos are taken for the whole trip cos it is purely dedicated for shopping..

What i can say is that there is only a certain amount of things we can buy, we can never finished buying all the stuff that we wanted. There is simply too much things out there that eventually, the issue boils down to wad we want and wad we need.. the same rules applies to shopping also..

Wad a crazy frenzy we are in.. some sort of like professional shopper, from 1 - 8 pm walking looking seeing buying.. the whole process continues for 4 days.... This is really crazy.

Of cos some of the stuff there are definately cheaper.. that explains the irrational behavior... and lacy stuff.. i got some... trying to break new grounds here...

I need lots of luck and well wishes now... looking for the first job in my life and it is getting exciting..

Well, i am back to reality after the whole trip ends..

Erm..... Am i unemployed now?

2006-04-29T21:11:00.000-12:00

Yest marks the end of my exam and therefore...

Am i unemployed now? haha
NO longer a student?

THis is the question i am wondering when i go and fill up the application
form for the basic theory test..

For the occupation section

I am hovering between putting either unemployed or student..

After some consideration

i fill it up as student.. at least i can tell the instructor that i want to learn more in a lesson so that i can pass faster and go for the exam n get my license faster.. hahaa..

Now i am trying to change my test date.. from 31may, i changed to 10 may... realising that i have a course on that day, i thus changed it to 19th may..

NOw i am going to change it again... maybe to some day in between 10 and 19. haha
if i can get it.. whaha..

Luckily there is the online system where i can change it for as long as i like..

I am so fickle..

Now i should try sending out resume for my jobs.. so change it to employed. hehe

Last exam

2006-04-27T20:39:00.000-12:00

TMr will be the last exam i take as a Student of NUS..

this will be my last time that i would have to mug haha...

Its kind of weird that after this sat, i would be officially bidding good bye to the student life.. The next step would have to get myself a job and so on..

I have certainly grown attached to my identity as a student over the years.

though i have to admit that i dun particularly like studying yet i feel relunctant towards the change of identity or even status.

TOday would be my last day of mugging and i will do everything i can to get all the stuff inside my head..

My last paper that marks the end of my student life.

OF cos i am certainly looking forward to landing myself with a comfortable and ideal job.. haha....

But right now, i am really thinking of wad should i do? where should i travel to? or even the question of should i go travelling.

Arghh.. i think i better mug and try to remember this moment as hard as possible..

My artistic talent

2006-04-24T19:46:00.000-12:00

i think the site is fun.. allow u to draw ur own house..

hmm..... i am truely an artiste...

As u can see... this is one of the reason y my mum would choose to send me to take art lesson instead of other type..

My drawing is simply too good!!!

this is the best that i can do with my limited comp knowledge.. thanks for the help colours! hehe

then the url is below

http://www.drawahouse.com/TakeTheTest/

btw i just took it from another friend blog so... but then i still think hers( layout of the pic) is better than mine.. haha

A video

2006-04-22T17:55:00.000-12:00

How do u actually know that an artiste is getting more famous and well known..

Simple... the key is to judge from the mv that they filmed..

A trying to act political awaking post of mine

2006-04-21T20:27:00.000-12:00

FIrst of all, the GE is coming and it be on the 6th of may..

I may for the first time in my life get to vote.. i am in the punggol or pasir ris GRC( is that wad is it called?)

Come u opposition party to challenge the PAP so i would get to vote..

Never mind if u are still going to lose.. just allow me to have the chance vote......
Frankly speaking.. i am thinking of going for a trip to the nearby countries since my exam would have ended by then.

But then if it clashed with the voting then i would not be able to go..

Wad would happen if i am out of the country when i have to go vote lei?

My mum say that maybe there would be fines... I dunno wad would be the penalties.. Hmm..
On second thoughts.. maybe i would rather i not get the chance to vote then i shalll go to an overseas trip then..

Stupid date to have election if it clashes with the date i want to go abroad... but it be ok as long as i dun have to vote..

Anyway .. i do not paid much attention to the politics in local scene nor abroad..

I maybe the political apathetic youth that most ppl would be talking about..

Having seen the talk betw the MM and the youth advertisement on tv.. though i haven finished seeing the whole program.... I think its a great opportunity for youth to voice out their view..

BUt to me i think its disheartening to see how the follow up of the issues went... saw a short advertisemnt on the discussion on whether the talk that had taken place... the youth have been rude......

OMG!!!!! Its so funny.. first u want ppl to ask then other ppl complain that these ppl are rude...
But the point is not this.. Y a discussion on political one would go on to a moral issue of whether they are rude...

I think the focus should be on the issues that these young ppl brought up ....
A following up program on that would be more encouraging to the health of the political state we are..

Good heavens.. where are we actually going to this way...

Anyway it doesnt matter that much when i still have 4 more papers to go...

The south asian paper down... 4 more to go... i gonna work harder thinking of "y religion" the essay topic for one of the modules rather than all these unrelated issues..

I am v bored again.....

i dun think i am awake yet... haha..

A cold joke

2006-04-19T05:58:00.000-12:00

I have created a cold joke in chinese to entertain myself during this exam period..
Inspiration from one of my friend's nick..
but i am too lazy to use the chinese software and shall translate it to english instead.

THink i would be v bad but then i just wanna share a stupid cold joke

the nick: If we are in Africa, would u ride on a camel with me to see a lion preying on a zebra?

ME: Y is it that u are riding a camel in africa?
Lion and zebra cannot be found in desert assuming that camel can only be found in desert

Friend: then wad u think i should use?

ME: U should use elephant. Its better to use that in the above nick cos it would make the picture
seem more wholesome.
Furthermore, after the lion eat the zebra.. the elephant can step on it and make it flat...
then u can also get to see zebra crossing in Africa. Isnt it wonderful.. hehhe

Friend: .....

I think of weird things during exam period..

It is either my brain is working too hard or even though i am lazing around, i should also have some productive things to do to make myself busy..... eg. like the cold joke and stuff..

Of all the places i been to for revision for the exam.. the top list on the rank of the best studying location still remains at the airport.

I love the airport!!!!!!!!

maybe there is less lunatics there... haha.. thanks to the patrolling guards.
maybe there isnt too many people who is mugging there...

I am very Bored

2006-04-14T03:36:00.000-12:00

I dun understand y i always get v bored during studying break...

I haven really start studying yet and exam is on nxt friday.... Anyway it doesnt matter..... I get my engine start nxt week.. I will do it yeah!!!!

Haizz.... it just feel so stupid and not right when i am supposed to study and all i can do everyday is to daze and gaze....

OK i think i shall share a cockroach story....

There is once this gal whom i know, lets called her cockroach cos i think shes got a face like one.. but the main prob is that i just dun like this gal... Its not that she has ever offended me... she did absolutely nothing of that sort.....

I mean i feel like she is the kind of gal that i kan bu shun yan.... for no apparent reason... I never know that one can dun like the sight of another for no reason.... She is the first one i came across.... and sad to say some of the friends around me also share the same sentiment....

Seeing how outcasted she is.. i do feel a bit sorry for her and so when she talk to me.. i responded more than merely a nod or shaking my head.... thats when my nightmare starts......

She started to stick to me.. thinking that i can be one of her friends... (this is wad i assume cos no one else really bothered with her) OMG.... This is not wad i expected... and soon i avoided her like she is a plague..

For the truth is i really dun like talking to her nor hearing her talk.... I got no interest at all.... I can take it when people talk non stop of topic i have no interest in but then i really dun like to hear her out.... Soon i revert back to respond by nodding or even dun look at her when she talk to me...

I know at this time people will find me bad but the point is that I really really cant take it.. I dun like her.. And its not me who feel this way..... all the others finds her irritating too..

Have u all ever meet some people u just dun like for no apparent reason... or there is just someone who is unpopular with everyone.... Then there will be time when u be kind enough to acknowledge her presence and in the end she stick to u like a fly and no matter wad u do.... she will just not back off.....

Actually for my case.. i took quite a long time to get rid of her and stop her incessant talking.. Its the end of the first three months..haha....

Ok thats the end of the story, I am bo liao........ talking history...

I gonna pei yang mood for studying..... sianzz.......

My last lesson

2006-04-12T14:57:00.000-12:00

As far as i can remember.. i think my last lesson as a student ended on a tuesday evening at 6 pm..

Nothing out of the blue happen and as usual i am late for my lessons..

I dun realli feel extremely happy nor sad over this.. But to think that my life as a student would offically conclude in the end of this month..

I really dun like this change of status..

From a student ----> worker?
SOmetimes i cant really picture myself being an OL and sloughing the rest of my life away..

BUt then at times.. i would like to hold dreams of being a successful individual in a career..

I would lose the privellege of having a concession monthly bus and mrt pass..

Sometimes i wish i would go for another year. But does this extra year makes a difference..

If u ask me if i really want to study.. my reason would be i could come out and work later... Y not..

TO me its just a form of escapism.. i dun think i would ever know wad i would like to do and find a definite aim in life after this extra year of education..

Exams are around the corner and yet i am not quite in the mood for it yet..

Guess this time round.. It would be the last time i study as a student.. haha... Last exam of the uni education....

Went Jogging again

2006-04-05T18:43:00.000-12:00

Yesh.. i went jogging again yest.. haha

The sky was grey and at one glance u can see that the clouds were looming with such menace that the rain would fall anytime..

However, this does not stop me from cancelling the jog.. i still went to the tracks and changed at the toilet..

Its still fine and a bit windy after we came out of the changing room and therefore we proceed with the jog..

After running for half a round... sky gets darker.. and can feel a few raindrops on me already..

Was wondering if we should go for another round before the rain poured when suddenly... it just went came pouring..
Luckily we are near the shelter by then.....

Is this a sign to tell me that i should not go for jog.. my second jog of the year is just going to end after a 400m warm up run?

Or i should have continue the way i binge on food n not make any attempts to shake of f the exxtra fats that i gained...

The way i gorge is really crazy for the past week... It started on a sunday..

Morning 945 am : Breakfast with half packet beehoon, laksa half bowl, you tiao and soya bean milk
Lunch 1 pm : A very big bowl of rice and i finished up all the 3 dishes of food which include fried vege, egg with prawn and fish which the tuition kid mum had cooked.. then it is followed by fruits tarts and a few slices of honey dew.
Dinner 6 pm: the packeted fish soup i brought with rice.
Others: 7 pm - 8pm eat bread, chocolate, finished a whole big packet of chips
Ended the day with A big fuji apple.

Monday:

Brunch at 12: vegetable rice with 4 dishes and extra rice with a fruit juice.. and after that still hungry and try not to eat any more extra things like tou huay..

High tea: felt hungry at 430 pm again after a heavy lunch.. went to the canteen to get a soya bean milk with waffle

Dinner 7 pm: Eating half of vegetable rice again then a roti prata, and half packet of mee goreng after that finished half a papaya and eat fried cracker..

others: 930 pm hungry and eat Yanyan biscuits hehe.. its nice and good!!!

Tuesday:

Brunch at 11 : Ban mian

1 pm hungry: eat biscuits and bread.
4 pm : waffles in sch

7 pm: pepperlunch and then tako patchi right after

1130 pm: instant noodle

With this kind of binging on food in between meals and expanded appetite with each meal.. How can i not grow fat?

The result i think i should have gained around 3 kg in a week time..

Therefore the decision to run again.. to let me feel healthy again... having a mad rush on three assignment over the last weekend.

All the binging with not enough sleep on weekdays n weekends..

I think i need to get rid of the toxins or toxics in the body...

NOw as i am typing this and around 2 hours after my last meal.. i am feeling hungry again...

Off to get food...

# At least i had did some running yesterday... hehe

Blogging Type?

2006-03-29T16:58:00.000-12:00

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading...
You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose.
Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily.
But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Oh i really wonder how true is it.. befriending other bloggers.. lol... AM i longwinded?

blog like no one else is reading.. i dun think any one with the right frame of mind can do that.. U know that there will be people reading no matter wad.. be it people that u know or dun.. Y not put it this way, the things u wrote online are things u dun mind other people knowing. As for the extent to how each topic is explored and dwelled , it would be up to the individual preference to determine.

As for those who really write as if no one is reading would be those who are really annoymous and revealed nothing about themselves if all they wanted was a venue for them to vent their frustration in writing.

Yeah!!! I am flexible... FLEXIBLE !!!!!!!! * u know wad i mean:)

ＣｈｉｎｅｓｅＥｎｔｒｙ

2006-03-21T04:40:00.000-12:00

Ｉｔｓｂｅｅｎａｗｈｉｌｅｓｉｎｃｅｉｕｓｅｃｈｉｎｅｓｅ。Ｊｕｓｔｃｈａｎｇｅｔｈｅｅｎｃｏｄｉｎｇｉｆｔｈｅｐａｇｅｃａｎｎｏｔｂｅｖｉｅｗｅｄｐｒｏｐｅｒｌｙ。

有些字是只有华文才能表达得恰当。

一个人到底对他身边周遭的人，事，物有多大的影响
是不是很难判断

想一想，曾经是你生命中的过客，有多少会留下痕迹
也许你也不曾发现你会不经意地从一个人身上染上了他的习惯或受了影响
而这个习惯就一直跟着你，影响着你。
打个比方

你曾有个朋友，他告诉过你如果不在咖啡里加糖，那口味会更好。而你也照做。不久之后朋友就算不在联络，可是你还是会照旧，不在咖啡里加糖。而这习惯也会跟着你。或许有一天你把朋友给忘记了可是你却染上了对方的习惯。

到底有多少事，我们会不经意地受到其他人的影响也不自觉？

一个人可以不在你的生活里，可是你的生活里却有着他的影响。那个人或许也不知道他有这般能力。。

或者当你看到了ｏｆｆｅｎｓｉｖｅ，你的反应会是如何呢？（ｉｎｓｉｄｅｒｊｏｋｅ〕

总之我还是觉得很奇妙。一个人的生活里遍布着所有过客的痕迹而自己却没发现。很多时候都是在别人的提醒下才猛然发现。

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为何我总想在茫茫人海中能够看到你的身影
为何我总期待着和你不期而遇
我到底是怀着怎么样的心情在思念着你
恋上的是你还是自己心中所塑造的那个你

Faith

2006-03-21T03:57:00.000-12:00

I think this is a new thing i learn today

Someone told me that if u have faith in some things. then u would believe in it without any conditions. even if its beyond your logical reasoning. You will still belive cos u have faith in it.

Maybe wad she had said could be true.But then can this be termed as blind faith?

However, when i start to question that n tried to accept some things...
There is always something thats there to remind me after all that i just cant take that path.

Maybe when i claimed that i have no faith n religion... I am quite wrong most of the time.
Cos somehow when i think of changing to another route, there would be reminders after all.
I guess this may be fate, i do have a faith after all.

Anyway, i really cant believe that in another three weeks time, the term would end.
This meant two things

1) Exam is coming
2) I am graduating

How fast can three years passed like this. It was like not long ago that i become a uni student n now, i am going to enter a new phrase in life.

WORKING life.

There is so much uncertainty n unknown that is lying ahead of me. I would be lying if i say that i dun have any fears or doubts on wad is ahead. However, I know that i can rely on my own faith whahaa..

Wish me all the BEst in my job search.

Wondering

2006-03-06T01:26:00.000-12:00

Nothing beats than having one entire weekend spent on eating and sleeping.....
Its certainly not enjoyable..

This weekend i just wake up, eat medicine, sleep.. wake up, eat medicine, sleep.. and the whole cycle continues for two whole day. I wonder when is the last time i ever sleep so much.... there goes my weekend....
Ok i include around an hour or so that was spent online and lazing on bed watching tv..

BUt then my planned weekend of visiting the career talk on CFA and a friend bday celebration goes burst.
My sunday tuition cancelled which means i have to wait for one more week before i can proceed to get payment.

It is certainly funny.. I remember only sleeping for less than 9 hrs combined for my thurs and fri. THen on Sat n sun.. i think i slept more than 24 hrs for the two days. And recalling last weekend where i had my night cycling.. or wadever.. The Point IS I WASTED MY WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, when u are sick on weekend u start to think about stupid things..

Wad do people mean when they say

"DON'T MIND"

An example..

Hey wanna go to the blar blar blar today

" Don't mind going"

What exactly do people mean when they say these two words..

1) I have no better suggestion so anything that was raised, I don't mind.

2) Actually I dun realli like the idea but then since I cant come up with any better idea so i just agree and don't mind

3) I dun want to go but then since its u who ask for the companionship, i don't mind going.

4) I just cant be bothered about such stuff so any suggestion made is a decision so go on with it.. carry on. i don't mind

5) I really don't mind going, there is no underlying meaning

ANd therefore quit thinking so much about the reply of these two words..
DONT MIND!!!!!!

I guess when people are sick, they get v bo liao.. when i am sick i am bo liao too...

while u guys are out there enjoying ur weekend. I am in a half awake state of thinking about Don't mind.

Today is monday, I have yet to recover. The fever had subsided but then my nose block din get any better and my throat gettting worse.....

" Wanna go see doc? "
" don't mind going..." ----- this means i got no other alternative though i dun realli like the idea of seeing the doctor. :P

Je sui malade

2006-03-03T03:46:00.000-12:00

I am sick..... maybe its due to the lack of sleep....
maybe....

Then coincidentally my sis is also sick... both of us are down with cold ahha.....
Must be the air at Suntec too dirty hehe....

Should not have stay at the career fair..

Basically i do not find it useful personally but then i do get some information on further studies

As for the job hunts perspective, i dun think there is much to look at.. most of it is engine position and companies..

I wonder wad has it got to do with me..

Besides being in a job hunt process. I am also into personality hunt.. i am in the project of trying to understand myself
Hope that i could find my real interest and know myself better soon.....

LIfe gets busier

2006-02-26T22:33:00.000-12:00

How come its always like that...
I find that i am more busy on holidays than during the term..

Good that i finished my test and all stuff but then still got more coming..

Anyway i realise that sometimes u cannot really trust wadever things u read online...

It may be a misinterpretation of facts or just to say people have different views and perspectives.
Its not that it cannot be trusted hehe.. i dunno

Its better to verify things urself...or u seen it urself..

Yest I ate a whole lot of stuff.. $10 worth of hawker food at the chomp chomp

Lets see wad i have eaten hehee

1) Hokkien Mee
2) Oyster omelette
3) Satay
4) stingray
5) Fried toufu stuff with fish paste
6) Sugar cane drink
7) Dessert -- Ice jelly

Hmm.. like not a lot also, next time i jio more people to go so can order additional stuff
whahah......

Maybe binging food can help to destress also....

I have got a flower!!!

2006-02-19T03:38:00.000-12:00

Yup Yup i have gotten a flower but then its a unique one. cos its just landed on my butt....

After a whole night of cycling i guess the part that hurt most is my Butt....

I think its the first time in my life that i hope i have a bigger and fatter butt.. Maybe that can help to ease the pain that lingers on till now.....

I guess i would go for a night cycling again if i ever have the opportunity.. tiring but fun....

I like the part where we have to use our own strenght to peddle the bike, when the wind brushes against ur face and u can hear the sound of the wind. I think its a rather good feeling after all...

After all.. its a healthy exercise... I feel so proud of myself. I exeercise for these two weeks... last week its a jog and for this week cycling... wooohuuuu.......

Wad a healthy lifestyle.. heheeh....

* suffering from backache and butt pain was the onlly prize out of this exercise.

I wonder how would i fare for my internation econs..... the paper was just difficult..

2006-02-14T03:22:00.000-12:00

I am not the worst photographer

A photo to prove that i am not the worst photographer..
Someone else is worse than me wahaha....

Seeing = Believing

2006-02-13T01:13:00.000-12:00

I realise that sometimes things on the surface can just be deceiving.
REALLY DECIEVING

What we see may not be the truth, even if it is, it may be only a part to the whole story.

Without the whole story, preferably no judgement should be made or imposed
However, on many occasions we would just slip into the conclusion.

I begin to feel like Not all people in the world are kind n nice, there could be people who is just out to get something out of u. No matter wad it is. HOrrible i must say.
They would just capitalise on the other weakness and made it into their advantage.
Pretending to be weak when they are not.

Or there could be people that get u into trouble without u even realising it.
SOme on the pretext of like being v close to u spread nonsense that u wun even believe it. hah

Luckily i must say i meet few people of this kind.
May these people keep their distance away from me and i never see them again.. haha..
May they disappeared from the surface of the earth..
May they get out of my life.

I believe i should try to become a more sophiscated human creature. COs i be living out in the jungles soon...

WHere the FITTEST SURVIVES....

Bo liao again

2006-02-13T00:56:00.000-12:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about June Ho!

The average duration of sexual intercourse for June Ho is two minutes.
June Ho can be very poisonous if injected intravenously!
You should always store June Ho in an airtight container in the fridge.
June Ho is actually a mammal, not a fish.
June Ho is 984 feet tall!
June Ho can jump up to sixteen times her own height.
June Ho is often used in place of milk in food photography, because milk goes soggy more quickly than June Ho.
June Ho is 1500 years older than the pyramids.
Long ago, the people of Nicaragua believed that if they threw June Ho into a volcano it would stop erupting.
A female ferret will die if it goes into heat and cannot find June Ho.

I dun think they are trivia or interesting at all

SO i tried another time..

Ten Top Trivia Tips about June Ho !

68 percent of all UFO sightings are by June Ho !
June Ho can jump up to sixteen times her own height.
June Ho is the largest of Saturn's moons.
It took June Ho 22 years to build the Taj Mahal!
June Ho can run sixty-five kilometres an hour - that's really fast.
Scientists have discovered that June Ho can smell the presence of autism in children.
June Ho can squeeze her entire body through a hole the size of her beak.
Originally, June Ho could not fly.
June Ho olatry is the mindless worship of June Ho .
The pharoahs of ancient Egypt wore garments made with thin threads of beaten June Ho !

hmm.... i guess i am bo liao ba...

Taken off from a friend's blog. ahhaa..

New template..

2006-02-11T01:12:00.000-12:00

Yup... I try changing some things to the template today..
I spend some time meddling with all the various stuff and hope that my tagboard would not be flooded with those stupid spams again.

wahahha.... But then i choose to do this at the cost of revising my work for the midterm that would be coming up nxt week... How bo liao can i be.. Please give some suggestions to the new template haha..

Actuallly there is a lot of things i wanna share nowadays but then i just dunno where to start from..

Maybe i try coming up with a chinese post one day, i think sometimes chinese words can be more aptly in describing the things i wanna say.

I think i better go off to study now....

Annual Event

2006-02-08T05:03:00.000-12:00

I went for my first run of the year today. THe best thing about it is that i think i ran around 4 k which is a remarkable stunt. Of cos i did walk but i think i certainly completed the 2.4 k below 30 mins haha....

I seldom go running and the last time i ran was so long ago... think its been a year.. I think after jc ended, running becomes an annual event for me. The first one i did was like 2 years ago on the east coast.. I ran a long stretch though to some it may not seem to be.

The last year one i did was around the tracks in sch. I spent an hour running plus jogging n walking.

Wahaha i felt so proud of myself today... Thanks to fei.. i realise that you are always there when i did my annual run haha..

But i think the run has taken its effect slowly... i can feel the strain in my muscles.. Hope i be fine by friday.... I dun want to be bothered too much by the muscleache. The good thing is that i felt completely detoxified. Having to sweat it all out makes me feel comfortable. But i really hope that i can find activities that can make me sweat without having to run too much.

Holiday over

2006-02-01T01:06:00.000-12:00

The long new year break was over before i could even salvage the best moment of it.. hehe......

As stated i am realli not suitable for morning lessons..
For the 8 am lecture.. the first thing a friend saw me said.. " did u just wake up?"
In a way yea.. i just wake up.. sleep during the whole journey on the mrt and bus..

I think i must have look terrible... terribly tired out..
I sat in the front row.. which is good cos the teacher just focus on people sitting at the back..

Today the first day after the CNY, i was late again for the 10 am lecture.. i reached at 1015... which is not good....
Skipped a couple of hours of lesson today.... wondering if i should go for make up tmr....

I want to be a good student.... haha.....

New year just gets more meaningless as I grow older... It seems like its more like a long enjoyable holiday for me rather than a Chinese New year.. People just gamble and start asking and talking about wad is happening in the past one year...

Sometimes i really find it hard to talk so much to people i hardly see more than once a year..... haha.. they are so familar and yet so far apart from ur life.....

Things are slowly piling up and i gonna have to clear them out.... Its my last sem.... I gonna make it a nice one.. hhaa

Inertia

2006-01-22T05:40:00.000-12:00

Things seem to be stopped at where it seems to be over the past two weekends, i spent my sat packing my room and sun teaching tuition.

Busy weekend i have, days in sch passed fast... perhaps due to the fact that i am having afternoon lessons.

Suddenly it dawned on me that Chinese New year is coming.. I din realised that its this weekend.. though i am always ranting about wanting to shop for clothes for new year.. haha
In the end it is those who went with me to shop getting the clothes..

Anyway during one of the lectures that i attended.. i came upon a new phrase.. Gross National Happiness..

Believe me i am not joking... there is this place named Bhutan where it is not so developed yet... though for most country where the govt are concerned about their economy and the (GDP) Gross National /Domestic Product, this place actually focuses on the spritual health of the people there....

I thought it is rather interesting..... Gross National Happiness. if there is ever any chance i would visit the place i would certainly like it a lot.. however they do charge tourist a fee when they visit and they count it by the number of days u spent there... Touring there meant that i would have to spend a bomb N it also means that the place is not so open to the tourist. I think it is their way of controlling the visitors to the place in hope of preserving most of their culture...

I hope that this week morning lesson that i have. i be able to survive through... its now like 2 am and tmr i have lesson at 10 am which means that i have to wake up at 8 plus.... I hate morning lessons.......

PLus this sem i got a lecture at 8 AM in the morning.... I think i am crazy... i think those who knew me also would feel that same way.... wads worse is that its a language lecture.... I hope i can stay awake for the lessons and not stoned....

Too many things to do

2006-01-10T04:05:00.000-12:00

First, the bidding for courses isnt going exactly well for me.. First time in my whole experience of bidding that i actually got outbidded. And it just had to happen on my last sem? Pui!!!!

In the end, i take another lang. thai.. which i hope would be useful to contribute to my shopping trip to thai in future.
Wad does this means? It means that for my whole education in NUS.. I did not S/U any of the modules that i took..
I think it can be quite silly... NOt making use of the option.

But the good news is that i finally went ikea today to purchase some small stuff for my room... ahha
after one whole holiday.. but then it was very crowded... i could never imagine how packed it can get.. All i can say that its like packed sardines when we are queuing up to make payment.... the restaurant was also full of people.. the queue was stretched to the staircase. and i cant redeem my free coffee.... :(
I try it again nxt time... I get my free coffee and discounted meal.

I haven packed my room since i have shifted in around 2-3 months ago.. The boxes are still lying around and i think it feels like a store room more like a bedroom. However this storeroom has got heap and heaps of papers lying around.
I gonna get it done before the new year or my parents would nag at me again...

Talk to the day

Sis: I dun wanna go work tmr.. sian
Me: me too
Sis: u only got work tmr after that u study..
Me: i dun wan to study also
Sis: u dun wan to work nor study! so wad u want?
Me: I want my holiday.. i have no holiday.....

I guess if i have a choice i opt for a two weeks holiday which compromises of lazing around... doing nothing and letting my brain rot....

Too bad sch had started .. I gonna miss my lesson tmr for a presentation....

ANyway i skipped a monday lecture thinking that it would be webcast.
In the end, it only webcast the last sem lecture... not this sem.....
#__#

Should i be more hardworking for this last sem or play more for this last sem... hehe
Cant decide.... Lets see how things goes.... Its my last sem in sch..

HAppy New year EVeryone..

2006-01-01T02:06:00.000-12:00

ITs the starting of another year.. woo........

New year new hopes and certainly its worth looking forward to.

But right now.. i am again rushing for another report to be handed up this tuesday..
Yea.. i am doing work on this hols.. but then its afteer a round of playing... hehe Slept at almost 12pm today i think this is the longest record i hold for this year... awake for more than 24 hrs and still kicking alive....

But the aftermath of too much over night and playing is the outbreak of a vast amount of pimples on the right hand side of the cheek and forehead.

For both christmas and new year, its more or less spent at friends house... dun feel like squeezing in crowds anywhere...

But the nice thing is we are able to catch the fire work at clark quay yest night and i would say the firework for this year is absolutely fabulous.. heee.. i think its better than the national day one.. too bad.. nice moments never last long.. the firework only lasted around 10-15 mins like that...

And i meet a sec sch friend who i haven seen in a long time... I would say she is really a beautiful babe.. ahaha.. I think its really nice to see her after 3 years esp on a new year day.. meet her at ard 12 plus at a traffic junction...

Wad a coincidence.. hehe

Watched a cartoon movie at 150am last night.. i think its the first time in my life that i watched a movie so early in the morning..
Thank goodness that its quite a nice show otherwise i think i would be real wasting the tixs and money.... after that its rounds of majong and dice game in a friends house...

Penalty for dice game is to drink mixed alcohol like screwdriver which we made ourselves and etc...
wasnt exactly fantastic.... i mean the drinks.. wad raspberry with pepsi and volka... omg.... absolutely turn me off...

However i tried to mix some drinks myself earlier in the day and i think its not too bad except that i added too much alcohol... Had to finish up the whole thing myself. .

me trying to act intellect which i think ended up more like being stupid..( thanks to the photographer) hhaha
with a cup of mixed 7-up and bacardi..
I think its nice.. I mean the drink..

Happy New year everyone!!!
Best wishes....

Retail theraphy helps

2005-12-20T06:22:00.000-12:00

I think it does really helps to make me less grouchy about work and stuff..

Its the first time i shopped after the exam.. finally...

I bought a lot of things.. enough t shirt to last me another sem..

in total i bought 1 heels, 5 tops and i spent less than a hundred due to the great sale we are having out there...

but then as i mention life is sometimes like a rollar coaster.

I just cant seem to send out the 6.6 mb email to the person and there is no way i could dun send my compiled work to him.. Even scolding all the vulgarities that i have learned could not expressed the extreme irritation that i experienced.
spent a total of 3 hrs sending the email starting from like 11 plus and it ends at 2plus..

so irritated..... maybe i am stupid ah.. dunno how to change it into smaller size but even when i zip it.. still cant.. and its unsuccessful.. I cant upload it to my briefcase cos the max is 5 mb and wad i have is around or close to 7 mb.
Fuck!

Extremely irritated that i feel like crashing the whole comp system....
tmr have to go down to do survey at bugis again. this time with the boss visit.. have to let him see how do we do it. sian... which means no rest again....

Anyway i feel like going shopping again... guess right now i in a frenzy mood for shopping for clothes and stuff.. i want to buy more. MORE!!!!!!!! and i haven got my income yet... i hope i have time to shop ard and buy clothes for other ppl too....

sloughin Away on a sunday

2005-12-17T22:59:00.000-12:00

Warning: its a long post.. i think it better for me to put this at the top. for those who are not interested in long ranting that i came up with... u can just ignore this post... Dun complain that i waste your time..
For the others if u want to carry on reading.. dun say i din warn u.... ]
maybe the long post is to make up for the lack of entries during this period of time..

Sometimes it seems too early to rejoice for a flexible working hours schedule where u only turn up for work for only 2-3 days a week.... Now that i realised that this kind of flexible hours would be invading on ur weekends...

I used to look forward to weekends when i worked as a temp cos i know that i could relax and shop and have fun over it... but now i think i dread weekends cos it only means that i have reports to submit on monday and i have to prepare for it...

Here i am typing on my blog as i reviewed what i have wriiten in my report to be submitted for monday.. then i have another one for tuesday and another one on wednesday.. It is not as difficult as doing an essay yet the research part is something i hated. cos i have to go through tons of information before i would proceed to select the useful ones which i can use. Then i have to make sure that the one report i submitted is concise and at the same time would not let ppl feel that i am eating snake and not doing work..

Its difficult lei....but then i am really pleased with myself that i could churn up tons of words within a short period of time.. yet i do not wish to shortchange myself this time for the assignments that i am supposed to do.. It is a chance for me to learn to experience.....

And today on a sunday... yah.... here... i am doing report and researching on materials... I am too tired to go out with my family..... i have been going out everyday for the week including saturdays and only returning home past 9 or 10... I need a rest..

I am sick of doing surveys and asking ppl to do surveys for me... I can take the rejection but its just that i dun like to stand there and do my work when on weekend before christmas i am supposed to be shopping away and looking out for sales.. With people swarming around me and shopping.. all of a sudden i really hated my work....
therefore as u can see.. i become emotionally unstable.. I looked through my entries and felt that they are mainly ranting on my part...... This is not suppose the way the life is going to be.. I began to wonder what will happen if i would start work next year.....

To a certain extend i like the income that work brought with it.. but then sometimes i would feel lonely when i work.. its the feeling of vacuum... and its kind of weird.. I dun feel it when i am schooling.... but then the vacuum would only occur once in a while cos i am always loaded with things to do.. it disappeared as fast as the rate it appears.....

Therefore to relax myself.. i start to read some chinese love story novel.. actually it sparks off with my sis who borrowed a few from the library.... and being the usual me . always do inappropriate things at the wrong time.... i began to pick up one book and start reading...

For your information, i am that kind of person who will refuse to take on any new task before i finished reading my book.. i would read it till the end even it is to the extent of starting to write my report late at night and end even later..

I dun like the stories that i read.... cos most of the time i dun really understand wad the author is trying to say behind the story... to me its just another silly love story and nothing else.. cos i dun want to do my report therefore i read it.. its just an alternative to substantiate my inability to complete the report on time.. and it is a good one.. cos i am reading.... at least i din waste my time zuo boing.. i am reading chinese books which i haven touched for ages and i miss reading chinese characters..

I think this post is way too long.. shall end here... back to report......
Life goes on...

looking forward to holidays

2005-12-16T18:01:00.000-12:00

I wonder if i do get enough mood for christmas celebration if i am sloughing away for reports for the nxt few days..
In the past years, i would have time to shop around for christmas presents and think wad to do for christmas..

I have a list to do.. i do certainly hope i could come up with something by this weekend..

I hate doing survreys.. i just think that they are being manupilated in the wrong way, and thinkin of it makes me feel v uncomfortable.. perhaps its like that in the real world out there.. completely different from the academic..

I never really feel that i am that kind of academic person.. until i really went to do some related work.. perhaps this 2 and a half years spent in sch really helps me in becoming of who i am..

I can churn out reports with lots of words... thanks to my essay practise.. but then i really wonder can this be considered as a skill.. hhaa

Anyway things are not that bad with the survey however, i do find the methodology a bit problematic... i am too tired to say anything le.. the other intern told me not to take things too seriously.. maybe he is right ah..
AM i a better worker than student? as in i take things more seriously at work than with my sch work?? then maybe perhaps being in the working world may be more suitable for me than being in sch.. however being a bit of "academic" makes me feel that i do not fit in totally.. Guess we have to see how things go and adapt to changes..

However at the esplanade underground yest. i meet the nus jugglers.. i learn how to juggle.. learn a bit about the basics.. i would try juggling with three balls.. see if i could put it up as a performance haha...

I still haven go ikea to shop for my things.. i have to go before the end of dec...... so much things to do with so little time.. then i also want to shop for clothes.. i want to buy some new clothes.. hehe haven got any income coming in and yet i feel like spending liao... No tuition for this dec.. feeling so dead poor..

How do i get rid of spams.. N y do ppl bother to spam here..... I dun have lots of readers or wadever..
So to all the spammer.. i appreciate ur kind intention to make me feel that i do have something worthwhile here for u to put it up.. but then again .. as i said i do not have lots and tons of readers.. so if u really want to advertise pls turn to other alternatives..

? ? ?

2005-12-10T14:45:00.000-12:00

Can anyone please tell me wads the most " in" thingy that is ongoing now?
where can i find them??

Be it any events or any interesting stuff that you wished to share..
Zoukout party that is coming right up
outdoor activites like canoeing and stuff.. diving..
Or any other places that u visit that u feel that its interesting or nice.. can be a cafe or wadever..
Heeren shops ? Far east ?

J pop or K pop. or the punk rock?? wad is the most in thingy now??
where can i find them?

It could be fashion food anything that u feel that its interesting...
I am going crazy thinking bout such stuff...

Guess i am someone who is not too familar with the popular culture..
HELP HELP!!

I realised that there is an increasing no. of ppl who reads my blog.. it cannot be compared to the popular blogs around.. but at least i feel that the number is big (in my opinion) very few ppl know about this blog in the first place..
VERY FEW..

so if u all can help pls tag.... thanks a lot.. ehehehehe...
even if u are at australia can tell me about any events or trends that u noticed that its intereesting out there... hehee

<___>

2005-12-09T23:58:00.000-12:00

actually i am suppose to do a report and hand it up by this sunday.. it feels so much like term time..
Busy busy with the research and all... haizzz.... i think i searched too much and then have to end up reading dozens of stuff before i could even churn out the report findings.. sian....

internship is so far okay and nice..
anyway i just think that taking anti biotics just screw up my body big time..
I am not really well lately haha...
i feel cold at one time, hot at another.. and i just get tired v easily..
I feel sleepy every afternoon and all.... not a good sign at all..

By the way i just finished reading a chinese novel today.. haha
should have spent the time reading those articles that i have found.. right now nothing had been done yet.
At least i have not finish doing the articles... have a report to send out tmr afternoon..... sian sian....

WORK HARD WORK HARD!!!!!!

Wads in store for me the this hols

2005-12-04T22:39:00.000-12:00

My internship starts today..

I am really glad that i got it.. Its hard for arts student to get internship and i really feel fortunate to be given the opportunity to work. However, there is no fix working hours.. no fixed schedule of when i should work or not..
Everything is planned based on ourselves..

Its actually a market research assistant.. but then in the end i think we have to come up with the research ourselves.. There is two team mates and each of us would take turn to be the leader for the week.. altogether there will be 5 weeks.. i wonder would it be a long dreadful one or a sweet and short one.. hehe..

Anyway up to now i am v satisfied cos i went to report for work at 10 am today and by 330 we are free to go off le and minus away the 1 hr lunch and another 1 and a half hour for us to brainstorm and know one another...
And some introduction and walking around the places.. It ends..
And for tmr no need for me to go to report.. but i think our team would get together tonight to see if there is a need to meet tmr and discuss.. if not we will see each other on wednesday itself..

Wads in store for me this holiday?? I hoped i will not be too stretched out by the attachments and the stuff that i should do..

Anyway did enjoy myself over the weekend... After exam activities were fun.. except i puke on last sat..

After you abstain urself from some food for quite a while as in a few years.. it is better not to attempt to eat it again..
I dun eat the wanton mee for years.. but then i i just wanna try it out.. the result..

I hugged the toilet bowl like never before and puke straight into it.. I never eat the noodles again..

Anyway mel called me from Aust now.. so touched hahaha..

I just concentrate on talking to her.. she can hear me typing as i talk to her..

Counting down

2005-11-28T17:56:00.000-12:00

I dont even know if last paper in the evening is good or not..
Right now i am zuo boing... and even blog.. omg..

Ok its an open book exam but then i got so sick of reading the same stuff again and again..

Though i am still not pretty sure of some things.. most i have clarify..
Bored...

Counting down.. to the end of exam... i hate draggy exams.. but then i think this sem is still bearable.. ahaha.. minus the duration that i got sick.. and i am still sick now.. sian...

I cant wait to go out.... and let the exam finish.. haha
Have a list of activities..

Yeah!!
friday go jb.. lalalala...

thurs go ktv... ehhee

wed i shall rest till i fully recover..

There seems to be lots of things to do after the exam..

have to clean up the room.. start to rearrange the things in my room...

Go ikea to buy more stuff to furnish it.. any one can go with me??

To take my new specs.. yesh i haven went to take it.. been a month..

wad else...

.......... i think of it later... ...

Is it v bad to start to plan a list of things to do just before the end of exam.. esp now i still got a couple of hours to go before the last paper...

wadever... so bored now.. Y no one online in the afternoon??

thought most ppl have finished exam.. where have they gone to...

Bored bored bored....

Going to have last paper soon

2005-11-25T10:26:00.000-12:00

My last paper would be on the 29th.. i have a long break before the last paper...

But then its not really good... been sick... and my throat hurts like mad.. its not the normal kind of sore throat..
I can feel that the area at my neck seem to be twincing with pain if i touch it..

No amt of chinese liang teh helps.. I take western sore throat medicine also doesnt help..
then i drank the infamous pe pak kao also din work.. i gargle salt water.. i drink more water..

None helps.... yeeeeksssss... yucks....
Went to see doc and take some anti biotics that completely crashes me.. i feeel v weird after i take it.. sort of like restless.. and feeling v uncomfortable inside.. but i did not have any side effect and the pain on my throat does go off after a while.. its just feels weird taking the anti biotics..

I guess its better to be sick now than after the exam.. i still have a few days to recover.. hehe..

Hope i recover soon... dun like sore throat at all....cant eat all the food my mum brought back from taiwan..

i like the tai yang bing.. and its the only thing she brought back.. sian... never buy clothes for me....

Cant take it le.. think i gonna zz liao.. medicine taking effect...

Finished first paper

2005-11-17T19:34:00.000-12:00

I am bo liao realli v bo liao

Guilty to feel this way during exam period..
Went to done some test and lots of them...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

then i did another one..

You Should Learn Spanish

For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication.Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!

What Language Should You Learn?

yet another one..

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love...But mostly you're looking for fun.You could get serious with the right person.For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

this is yet another one..

You Are Likely A Forth Born

At your darkest moments, you feel angry.At work and school, you do best when your analyzing.When you love someone, you tend to be very giving.
In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out.Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry.You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.

The Birth Order Predictor

I wonder how true is that all.....

Your Mood Ring is Blue

Relaxed
At ease
Calm
Lovable

Mood Ring Generator

SStupid thing... waste my time... yet i am too lazy to do any other things.....

Your Inner Child Is Naughty

Like a child, you tend to discount social rules.It's just too much fun to break the rules!You love trouble - and it seems that trouble loves you.And no matter what, you refuse to grow up!

How Is Your Inner Child?

how true is it again.... haha

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.People crave your praise and complements.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

wooo.....

Your Power Color Is Lime Green

At Your Highest:
You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.
At Your Lowest:
You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.
In Love:
You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.
How You're Attractive:
Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.
Your Eternal Question:
"What else do I need in my life?"

What's" Your Power Color?

more to come

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT)
You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!
Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.
You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.
In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.
At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.
With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.
As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.
On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

The Three Question Personality Test

hey this may help in explaining what gender i am taking on

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

I haven really tried getting real drunk.. maybe i try it out and u may tell me if i behave like this

You're a Wild Drunk

You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again!

What Kind of Drunk Are You?

oh... i din know i am that scary.....

You Are Scary

You even scare scary people sometimes!

How Scary Are You?

i can say this is one of the few test i think i am pretty sure its true..

You are Agnostic

You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care.For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine.You rather focus on what you can control - your own life.And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.

What's" Your Religious Philosophy?

Is it true?

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

this is just plain stupid

Your Birthdate: June 7

You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy.And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you.Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights.You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!
Your strength: Your self sufficiency
Your weakness: You despise authority
Your power color: Maroon
Your power symbol: Hammer
Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant.Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.
You are unique, creative, and expressive.You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

I am tired..... going to sleeep le..

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

There may be lots of contradiction in the results... but its normal......
I am a gemini..... But then how much do this kind of test tells ppl about u?

What a question

2005-11-11T14:26:00.000-12:00

Would you rather be burnt to death or frozen to death...

Thats wad i heard over the radio the other day when i am travelling to sch..

I am pretty amazed at the question.. Y on earth would you want to have this kind of question..
And the worse is ppl actually bother to respond by calling in...

Towards the end of the show, the person actually conclude that more ppl would prefer to be frozen to death except for one...

And the reason given was: because I am hot.. So i wanna be burnt to death...

Omg....

How lame can we get.. Are we really that bored that we need this kind of entertainment..
Its not even funny at all... Maybe i do lack some sense of humor... But then whats the relevance of posing such a question to the audience.....

At first i though the dj would went on to conclude that bcos of the sunny weather we had here so we would prefer to have the opposite..
And if we pose this question to someone leaving in the north pole.. their answer would be like they would rather be burnt to death...

Like grass is always greener on the other side concept..

BUT NO!!!

Nothing was mention at all except to reveal the results of more ppl prefer to be froze to death here.... "___"

We always see beauty in things that we cannot attained or possessed..
Perhaps we should appreciate more of what we have owned...

I think i need to focus more on the exam..... N not doing unconstructive things....

Maybe i should try to blog about what i had studied so as to reduce the dissonance that i am having now...

FOCUS!! FOCUS!!

I got no time to get my new specs....
That place is just so inaccessible...

I should always bring along the HMV voucher when i am out... I need new earphones.....
NOw who can i get to accompany me to go town to get just earphones.....

I should have gone out to study today.... waste a day..... precious day somemore..
Time during exam period is always more precious.. Now i am wasting it away like this.....
Sinful.....

Study?

2005-11-09T18:22:00.000-12:00

This time of the year when i can finally settle down n have some mood for lesson,

The lesson just ends.. today marks the last day in sch before the reading week starts

Its always so funny. Everytime when i can almost get the feel of studying.. like i begin to appreciate the lesson
and see some lights about what the lecturer is talking about in this whole sem...
exam will come... then i have no mood for exam..
cos for me.. i am just getting to know what the syllubus is about...
its just so unmotivating..

then i have to begin mugging... i think sch term is just too short.. y dun they make a term like for a year...
I get the sch fees worth.. hehehe..

Still have to type out a memo later... eeeeee .....

Never ending work from ES....

Ever since the last lec of ss... i begin to wonder if i am a feminist.... hahaa.... U know y ah.... ( private joke)

I question so many things.... about the norms... and what female have to do.. hahah..

But what interest me is that being feminist is not about being man.... As in when women wanted the same recognition as men.. It is not always the physical side where we also wanted to serve army as they did....
All these are the frames that the media had impose on us..
This is not the case....

Cos from what i interpret from the lec.... feminism is about fighting against the social role that had been imposed on us.. the innate discrimination that exist..
Maybe due to the fact that we need our population to be working... (even woman as well)
therefore singaporean women dun feel that discriminated..
We have an equal chance to access education based on the meritocracy model... and all other things...
Have u ever wonder woman here are not discriminated cos we cannot afford to.. Its not that we do not want to....

women are needed to come out and work and contribute to the GDP.. haha...
What other things are we really deprived of ?

When we spoke of equality... What does it means? same as man? no i dun think so.....
But more of the social roles that we assumed and not deprived of any chances to gain access to most of the things..
N its not about being a man...

So how feminist are you?

By the way "discrepancy" is a postitve or negative word?
Cant figure it out....

Exam coming..

2005-10-30T18:32:00.000-12:00

Now comes the seasons of examination.....

In another two weeks time, i be having my final exam....

But then i think its quite contradictory, whenever my exams are coming
i feel the urge to blog and write more....

However, i really do wonder y does it happen only when exams are coming....
Is it because of the exam that i am more stress and are more likely to vent out my stress here through some writings?

or iS it because that during exam period, i am more likely to think about things that are happening...
cos in this time of the year, i believe the brain activity going through my brain would be the most active..

For the rest of the time, i can just forget about it... i am living in absolute blurness.... I have friends to remind me to hand in assignments and then i will rush them out at the last min.... I have friends to remind me of my midterm.. so that i can remember to study at least a bit for it.... Hmm... if u are thinking of how did i survive, i think and hope taht i have done it pretty well for this sem.. and the previous ones... hahaa....

But then sometimes, i can somehow figure that i need to hand in assignments... The thing is i hate to check the ivle... haha... blame it on pure laziness or the refusal to bring myself to the reality... hee hee.. when the lecturer just reminded us verbally... i am more likely to forget her instructions than she post it online.. even if she post the reminder online, given the frequency that i checked the ivle, by the time i knew it, its always too late..

The reason that i been living this way is that i just want to get my cert and puff..... out of the education system...

But right now amidst this exam.. i start to confront myself with issues like do i want to go ahead to do my honours?
First the results must be good enough and worthwhile to do so...

I realise that i can do honours after all but then its a matter of choice of whether i shall do it or not....
At this time, i can t really weigh the pros and cons of doing or not doing honours....

Doing honours for the sake of doing it? but then wads the purpose?

Maybe i have asked a lot of ppl for their views.... maybe i have been going through this questions many times....
But certainly i do not have an answer right now.....

Sometimes i really hoped that i have someone to decide my life for me.. and tell me to do this and that.... So that i do not have to think so much for myself.....

So should i do it or not..

Maybe this is not the right time to think about the issue.. cos my exams are around the corner....

Thats y there is such a contradiction in me.... i think about things at times i should not do so....

Right now i just rest my case.... i think i will worry about it after the exams.....

The next term is the last chance for me to do it... after that, there will be no turning back......

BUsy again

2005-10-25T05:28:00.000-12:00

Since this sun, i have been sleeping late...

cos i have to rush out an essay to hand up on monday...
then on monday itself, i have to prepare for a presentation where i have no idea on what i am going to do...

Anyway i think i sux at this presentation, there is no focus on the key words... wrong pauses and too much pauses..

i felt like i am rushing through the presentation..... overall conclusion: sucky....

I wonder if i did every presentation like that? haizzz

Its really a lot of differences in presenting alone and with a group of people.... At least with a group, it is more comfortable standing there...

I am so going to join toastmaster club... but i wonder how do i go about joining it.... haha
i shall go find out more details on it...

anyway now i have to rush out another presentation.. haizzz thats due on fri....

hope i do better this time round... but anyway its a group presentation.. It cannot form the basis for comparision...
As i said its always better to present with a group... haha

Going to get back to work... NO time no time No tIme !!!!!!

Unpredictable events

2005-10-15T10:27:00.000-12:00

Before i can eventually settle into the new place... Another major event happened...

Yes i got my internet connections up.. yes.. i think i just begin to like the new mattress more.... I am slowly getting used to the new environment.. though i still cant find my lens solution.....

My grandfather had passed away at 120am yest..
His suffering had ended... I am glad for him.... but then..... its another round of the event of the year....
Its going to be a 7 day long wake...

The thing is my mum dislocated her arm this morning as well.... wad a thing to happen.. i guess things must have been tough for her....

So right now i am here typing cos i cant access the nus website.. funny....
I wun be having internet connections for this whole week... cos i be back at the old house... more convenient for us to get to the site...

Then i have loads of unfinished stuff..... loads.... yucks puke.. presentation...... yucks... and i have to redo the whole presentation outline for this wed.. shit.... i cant find my notes.... yucks.........

i better stop complaining..... i deserved all these... nv pack my stuff properly....

Gonna get back to work....

A tough week lies ahead of me..... long one......

Network is unstable

2005-10-11T04:10:00.000-12:00

Recently i cannot access the internet cos the network is quite unstable at the new place..
i cant really figure out why.. first its the telephone undercable problem.... I am not sure wad kind of problem is that...
I only knew that i dun have a telephone line and the calls to the old number goes to another place instead...

After a weekend of living without a proper phone and internet at home.... I finally got my broadband working yesterday.. But the thing is that sometimes i just cant sign in to MSN and access to the msn homepage site..
I spend the whole night trying to logged on the internet...
An unsuccessful attempt...

Try it again this morning and its working.... FUnny!!!!!

then wad am i suppose to tell those singtel guys...
EH the internet isnt working at times... i also dunno wads the problem...could u pls kindly send ur men to check it out for me? ?

So wads the problem?? with my comp or the internet connection?
I dun get this...

Called for pizza delivery yest... but then cos the pizzahut at the area is closed and do not take orders for delivery...
The operator asked me to call again in another 15 mins to see if they would accept orders. but then its another NO after a 15 mins wait...
I ended up having to pick up the pizza myself.. But then its 20% cheaper...

The pizza hut was closed to empty when i reached... there isnt many people dining there... and i looked around the whole place..... I saw the staff working there... all ahmahs... they are not v busy... some are even chatting.. Then i knew why they cant deliver the pizza to my place.... I know y.... I went inside the cashier to pay and saw the manager... Another ahmad... he almost give me the wrong pizza and had mistaken me for another customer who had paid for it... Wad a nice experience...

However, its 20% cheaper.... Next time i picked up the pizza myself..... wahhahaah..... or i go for KFC instead.... or i should try the 62410241 instead....

Hope everything would settle down.... When you land urself at a new place..... you really have to spend some time adapting.... Even its for the better....

I sincerely wish that the internet connections would stop giving me problem.....

Wad am i doing here

2005-10-05T21:14:00.000-12:00

Its late now.... have a lot of things to do recently.....
maybe i just wanted the september archive to appear as i start on an october entry...

SOmehow things just came at the same time.... everything.....

I cut my finger again this week.... a deep but small cut....

Last week i cut my palm....

Haizzzz all those packing are killing me....

Then grandfather is in hospital. He is just relying on the life supporting system to keep his life..

A rather hopeless situation.... I try to visit him again..
The last time he was weak. no strength to do anything...
now i think he is just asleep... he din open his eyes anymore...
I wonder when he is going to wake up from his coma.. or he is not.....

LIfe is just so vulnerable...

Recently i read some pharses or stories from somewhere that i cant remember

It goes like this

all the cups with water are placed together on a table.. when people are invited to take a drink, the better cups will be taken away first. All that was left would be the uglier cups. However this can be understood.... cos everyone would inevitably want the better for oneself... though the more important thing is the water that is stored inside the cup, the people would still go for the better cups when they want to quench their thirst...

In real life, the thirst would be ur life... the cup would be the houses, fame, reputation, education, profession. Even though u only need the water to sustain ur life, everyone would still go for the better cups....

SO wads the point of going for the best cups and neglected the joy of just drinking the plain water?

Blogging Fatigue

2005-09-30T18:07:00.000-12:00

Was talking to a friend about having blogging fatigue.. lack of stuff to write or wadever.. The reply came fast n easy... It is her way of writing down her thoughts n bits n pieces of things.. thats y its never tiring of lack of topic to write..

For me, i dun even know the purpose of my writing or even rambling here... Can these be classified as thoughts? or just a simple piece of work on how i spend my day blar blar blar..

Or does it even serves as a nice form of memory when i re-read some of the posts and recalled wad i was doing like 3 months ago?

Nowadays even writing online on a (Worldwide web) needs to be carefully structured.. U cant afford to insult any organisation or someone at the tip of ur pen.. U be sued... or even suspended.. (not that i go for that kind of writing)

Writing is a form of expression.. maybe we all should go back to our old style of dairies n pen our thoughts in a book..
ANd please make sure that no one recovers that book and use it against u.. or u be hold responsible for what u write. If it had been kept private.. n no one elses reads it and its not being circulated.. maybe u be spared..

NO matter wad when u just write stuff down n there is no dissemination of it around.. It be a totally different case.. no sedition laws can bring u down nor deframation or wadever..It would only be your own private thoughts cos there is no circulation of it around..

For deframation or wadever, it canbe taken into account when more than three people knows n reads about it.. N the three person includes u urself the party involved and the other third party...

So wad am i trying to say....... Go back to ur old dairies if u ever wanna scold or insult anything... Nothing would be held against u...

WHen u are writing on a medium where people can easily access.... Its easier to get into trouble.... haha
With Greater power comes greater Responsibilities..

So its better to watch out... n be careful with the words when writing online..

Hmm... so wad am i writing now? Is this a general piece of advice or my thoughts or wad..... hmm.......

Random thoughts

2005-09-27T18:23:00.000-12:00

Suprising for this midterm, i do not have lots of tests to do..

cos its either i finished it before the break starts or its just project.
Besides there is only 2 midterms test, n both are open booked.. whahaa..

Went ikea again today.. i been going to ikea often these few days to look around n scout for things to buy...

But the white wardrobe had runned out of stocks... i cannot understand why they cannot accept pre-order.. N this means i have to make another trip there to order it... Its so troublesome.. though the staff there is friendly. It could have been better if i can call to order or wadever... then i dont have to make another trip.

Talking about good service, the staff there did help me check the unloading date of the stock.. And reassure me that it be there by the end of the month.. friendly, nice but then it can be better if some changes can be done....

i hope by then i will be able to get my ikea friend card too.. ehehe... i have to wait.....

++++++++++++++

went to visit grandfather who is in the hospital during the term break..

He is just waiting for the last breath to be drawn away from him..
Nothing can be done to ease his pain..
Nothing can be done to make him feel better.....

Nothing.. sometimes i just wonder..

With all the medical advances thats happening in the world right now.. there is still a lot of things that we just cant achieve.
There is just this sense of helplessness no matter what.

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Ending one of my tuition assignment soon, the gal is going to take her N level... Hope she gets good results.. N i be re- employed nxt year again.... Losing a big source of income..... A BIG one....
Just have mixed feelings about it..

I think i miss the lunch i have there....
I think i miss the income.....
Maybe i miss her also? I think she will miss me more..

Just prayed hard that she will do well.... haha then i proved my worth as a good tutor N for her she be able to do O level again n go into the poly courses she wants..

Meanwhile i wonder if i should take up new assignment..

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Accompanied mel to the dentist the other day.. think its time for me to do my dental check... heehee
besides the dentist is quite chio.... lalalala.... if i were to have it checked i think i choose her over the dentist in my neighbourhood.

I really think that i am becoming a better person lately.... muuuahhhahhaha

muuuahhhahahah

Some pics

2005-09-19T10:00:00.000-12:00

I actually wanted to listen to webcast.... IN the end, i was so bored that i came to do this..

The celebration that we went to on sat... iwonder if its a bday celebration or mid autumn fesitval celebration..

Guess its more of the latter cos there is no bday cake... only mooncake n lanterns..

Some of the things we do there..

Learning piano... :

This is the grandmaster.. :

THe gals: watching tv programs..

The guys majong majong..

Enjoying the food:

then we went to carry lanterns.. walked arround...
This is how we looked like when we walked around the neighbourhood :

sort of scary.. luckily the seventh month is over.. haha
I think its better with flash..:

MOre pics on the past bday i attended over the weekend:

Some random pic of the party:

The cake.. :

the whole group of ex.. lib exco :

thats all folks..

Back to my sian lecture... :(

BUsy

2005-09-14T19:07:00.000-12:00

I been quite busy nowadays....

Attended two birthday parties...
Both are fun though

For the first bday party on last fri... it is actually at aloha loyang... been going to this place v often this year....

Spend a night there..... after the party end around 6 people stayed overnight....

We went to changi to see the ah gua there at around 3 plus am.... they are so man.....

then we went to look around for spooky places in the area... like red house, old changi hospital...

NOthing happened... luckily... haha din managed to see anything..

then we went to eat at geylang at around 4 plus am in the morning.... eat the dou jiang you tiao... nice...

its the first time i eat so early in the morning... normally supper is betw 12 plus to 2 plus...

slept at 530 am that day..

then at 10 in the morning... woke up n go home....

slept all the way to 4 pm... haha

Anway for sat, i had plans to go chinatown to get something oriental for another birthday party on sun.

so meet lu at 430 in chinatown.. i was late reached at around 5.. hehe

anyway din really managed to see anything satisfying.....

cant imagine my self in qi pao..... so funny....

then we went to look for alternative like du dou ( olden day chinese bra) anyway i find it too skimpy... haha

then we racked our brains to think out of the box... so we think of embroidory..... we find it oriental also... but then most of it is really too much for us to take...

finally i set on my eyes on a pair of pants which has a dragon.. but then its a freaking 50 bucks....

ANyway the sat evening was wasted.. din get anything oriental enough for the party...

ANd for sun...... its party again.....hhee

Due to the severe lack of sleep during the weekend.... i got a v v big pimple on my face.... one that is full of pus... totally disgusted by it.... until today it has not recovered....

just finished a midterm today... its good that its over.... busy with sch work on weekdays..

catching up on tut that i need to do.... printing notes..... n stuff.....

LIfe is busy...

Got another birthday party this sat..... I am definately looking forward to it... hehe llallala

Episode 2 First tour around taipei city

2005-09-01T23:30:00.000-12:00

Little did we know that actually we spent most of our time in taipei city....

Plans of going around taiwan were disrupted because of typhoon......

On the first day of our arrival... we go to the airport service counter only to find out that the strongest typhoon taiwan is gg to ever meet is also arriving....

The estimate time is within the few days although the exact timing isyet to be confirmed...

Thus plans of going to alishan is to be on hold until it is safe to go there..

ANd we are going to do our taipei city tour....

This is the park we went to.. its near our hotel... There is a museum within... and a fountain?
not really sure how to describe it... so i just let the pictures do the telling....

This is how small the sign plate is

the park

museum in the middle of the park

busy taking photos again

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Do i really look like a guy?

then the fountain dedicated to those who involved in the 228 incident

taking photo again with the "sign"

this a pavillion found inside the park... not really sure wad is it for
but then one of the figurine there is Zheng He the one who travelled across continents in his ship... heehe

After that we proceed on with taking the subway to guo fu ji nian tang
this is the street we crossed before we reached the place

finally can see the side view

Tada..... the front view... its just magnificant...

This is where the body lies.... inside this building.. we have to climb the flight of stairs.....

almost reaching the top

scene from above

the figurine that greeted us..

then we happen to see the ceremony of changing guards. .

Its quite a long process..... n its not v interesting anyway....... bored......

some exhibits inside

the car he used to be chauffered around...

N there is a lot of other stuff.....

paintings etc....

Its quite a big place..... we actually got lost inside..... all of us are divided into groups.. N we cant find each other.....
luckily eventually we manage to get back again..

We left the place....... weather was so hot that we decided to go to the 7-11 nearby....

N we had these...

trying to finish our ice cream as the rest waited.... taking another short break

We reached the subway eventually.....

Taking a rest again.. so hot n tired........
we dun really care how we going to be looking like......

to be continued........

Episode 1 first day in taiwan

2005-08-25T16:06:00.000-12:00

I think i upload the photos slowly n do it in series..... been trying to arrange the photos...... so i upload the pics up separately..... hehee ( so i can do at my own pace) lala

Note: It may be a few days or weeks before i do the next series of uploading..... so pls do not rush me into producing the pictures......

It is already evening by the time we reached taipei....... very hungry but energised

This is the first place we visit to find food for our dinner.......

N this is the shop where we find the dellicious goose meat

after our dinner we proceed on to explore xi men ding..

And finally.... pls take a look at the photo below.....

did u noticed any differences?

These two pictures depicts the same place....... before n after the police came......

the hawkers there do not have license...... therefore to a certain extent.. they are the illegal vendors........ so when the police came..... they ran off with their stalls......

and after the police left.... there they are back again for business....... wad a interesting way to make a living.....

Anyway i had a discussion with a friend over this scene.... both of us hold different views on this kind of street scene....

She feels that there is no orderliness......n at the same time she felt that this kind of illegal hawkers should be gotten rid of cos they will affect the image of the city....

On the other hand.... i felt the exactly the opposite.. this is a way of living n life or even culture of the place..... even though it may be messy at times where those street hawkers just parked themselves anywhere.... i thought this is quite interesting...... These people can find their own living space in the big city n they do enjoyed a great degree of freedom in wadever they do.....

later i found out from my mum that singapore bugis area used to be like that filled with illegal hawkers... they are gone now.... Maybe its for the better..... maybe.....

Ps: pls tell me whether the pictures look normal or not as in if it align with the border. Whether they are oversized or undersized....

extension again

2005-08-22T15:32:00.000-12:00

I dun think i could really post up my fotos... its been a week ya.... i am lazy.......

No i am not... busy with printing notes?? dun think so....

I am now dabbing in stocks market.. spent most of my free time seeing which share better to buy... which not to.....

check this check that...... I am not in mood for posting photos.... then i really wanna be a geek this sem... keep up with readings n stuff......

I have been saying that since my first year... hahaha... i did improve by a little each sem... but its still not enough.... haha

then wad am i doing??? i dunno..... days just pass by fast when sch starts i dunno wad i do eaach day.. hehe

Its only these few days that i played the shares... its an online competition.....

Wad else did i do this weekend??

I spent the whole sunday night listening to the PM national day rally speech...

Not v inspiring though the picture he try to paint is beautiful.....

And after listening to his speech... there is a few points i wanna raise....
( I am concerned about our states affair.... c wad a nice young adult i am Heh.... )

1) There is great plans for people studying in poly n even ite....

It is real good to see that.... but then it somehow make me feel that i should have gone to poly to learn some practical skills instead of going jc...... Then i be endowned with skills n not just practical theory? AM i right to say that....
I felt loss

2) The loud promotion of improving our poly education so as to raise it worldclass standard...
Then i began to wonder about our university... Is it really world class that we do not even need to seek further improvement to it.... N i actually have to experience the inefficient of the cors system.... yucks

then wads worst is that i felt that studying in poly would make sure that i have a better future than in university....

AM i not confident enough or proud enough as a undergrad?

Do i really underestimate the position?

How come like that...... haizzzzzz.... should not have listened to the speech...... damn......

I think should have worked harder to post photos up instead

I just felt alienated......

more to come

2005-08-13T19:49:00.000-12:00

I hope i can get most of the pics ready for posting asap.... working on them now...

Picking up photoshop skill is certainly challenging....

I spend one whole afternoon combining the photos together.... used up so much time.... just to complete one nice pic....

Its another attempt to practise while i have the time to do such stuff...

ANyway Y the newspapers must explain so much about the other presidential candidate not being able to qualify for the cert?

Nvm..... just that i wun get the chance to vote.... at first i was quite excited at the idea of being able to cast a vote on the election of the president......

Boooo....... no fun no fun....... Is there another general election coming soon? I want to vote... vote vote..... yeah....

ps. i just found out that nus coop does not necessary sell the cheapest price for books in town, sometimes clementi book store at the clementi interchange can be another good option. I found cheaper books there.....

N pls.... Stop using amazon. com to compare the prices of the books u are selling... u stupid coop ppl..... Come on use ur brains....

2005-08-13T06:09:00.000-12:00

sunset last look of taiwan

Sch starting

2005-08-06T20:52:00.000-12:00

I got almost the modules i wanted.......

But then School is starting... boring boring......

One of my modules have only got 30 ppl another got around 17?

HOw am i gg to survive through....... haizzzz.........

NO mood to post fotos... NO MOOD!!!!!!

It only makes me wanna go for another holiday.......

LIfe is boring... sch is starting..... i am going to turn into a geek..........

I am going to mug mug mug...... yeeeeeekkkkkk

Amazed

2005-08-01T16:54:00.000-12:00

I am really amazed at the things i found when i searched the web......

too many surprises......

I find ppl's blog.... discovers secrets........ omg........

too much.... think its not so good to be too open in one's blog nowadays... better to be more discreet in writing....

Anyway there are some good news on the papers today.....

YEah !!!

Smoking is gonna be banned in coffeesshops n hawker centres.... YEah!!!!!!!!!!!

ANd soon 2007 pubs n clubs would be included....

Lallala
no worries nxt time about coming back to smell like being soaked in smoke...

It really sux big time to smell like a walking cigerette..
then i have to wash and scrub myself mad when i take my bath to rid myself of the smell....

And i be spared from the harmful second hand smoking when i eat at the coffee shops. nice nice...

Still working hard at uploadin the photos onto the blog... there is too much until i dunno which to select to show... haha

Back from my holidays

2005-07-26T05:17:00.000-12:00

LAlalaa

I cannot really comment much about the recent trip i have made...

or rather its quite hard for me to put down the things in words...

Wad i had meet in taiwan.......

1) Typhoon --- this resulted in the drastic changes in our plans to travel to the southern part of it

sometimes things aint always that bad... there is always a two side to a coin..

We did not really settle any accomodation before our trip and luckily we din.. if not i think we be ending up spending more... cos most of the time was spent in taipei... there is only like 2 days which we took off to visit taichung...

overall however i think its quite an enriching trip..... to be able to experience typhoon.....

I dun think u can ever pay for such a thing to happen... hehehee

2) 90 channels on tv..

why are there so many channels in taiwan n here we only have 2 pathetic channels like channel u and channel 8... (i only include chinese channel)

I have so much fun switching from one channel to another at night... haha so many programs n interesting stuff they have on the tv.....

anyway, i think pictures would speak louder than words.....

I try to get the pics up asap.....

Overall i have an enjoyable trip......

Taiwan Taiwan

2005-07-14T06:09:00.000-12:00

Here i come....... Taiwan taiwan....

Will be going off for a trip soon yeah
In less than 12 hrs.....

Haven pack my luggage... just returned from a camp...

Super busy! if i can i may be back with photos from taiwan! yeah!

haha
so happy finally ended my 2 days of camp..

I am going to taiwan in less than 12 hrs time.

lalalalalalalalaaaalalaaaaa

I suppose i am still busy

2005-07-07T07:33:00.000-12:00

Even though i have no work now... I think i am still as busy but with other stuff only... hehehe

ANyway i be going to taiwan next friday and on wednesday n thursday itself i have a camp..

hhehehee
looking forward to next week..

BUt then the accomodation for taiwan trip has not been confirmed... exciting... would we have to sleep on streets if we din manage to get the things done this weekend...

As for which places we are planning to go to.. we only have a rough list of where we should pass by.. guess this is some sort of really a free and easy tour.. woo.... everything would have to depend on the weather of taiwan... Hope there would not be any heavy rain or wadever...

Prayed for good weather.. No rain No thunderstorm please..

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